Reckless Heart

Chapter 22

01/22/12

2nd UD

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CHAPTER 22 

Silently I made my wish... 

'I wish she'd go away forever...' 

I heared a twig snap. 

I looked to it's direction and found his eyes... 

"Hey." Dexter said. 

The moment I met his eyes I wanted to stand up and hug him. Did I do that? 

Well... 

.... 

.... 

.... 

NO WAY IN HELL! 

So the moment I met his eyes I glared at him then turned my head away from him. 

"I do not want to see you." I said through my gritted teeth. 

I heard him sigh. "This is all wrong. You should have told me. Why didn't you tell me?" He said in a low voice. 

"Did I mention that I do not want to see you? I don't even want to hear your voice." 

"Yuri, I-" 

I had enough. 

I stood up and faced him. Wow, it's really cold. I forgot my jacket in Kyla's room. 

"Go back to Jade. I'm already out of the band. That's what you wanted, right?" I crossed my arms on my chest. 

Trying to sound harsh when all I wanted was for him and I to be okay again. But I just can't, now that he knew, he can't just come back to me that easily. He has to pay. 

"Yuri, Listen-" 

I raised one hand, "Don't even call me by my first name." 

"Would you just listen?" He said looking impatient. He stepped forward and grabbed me by the shoulders. 

I love how close he is to me. 

'Stop it ,Yuri' I told myself. 

"I did the whole thing to make you jealous." He said. 

I glared at him once more, "What? You got that low just to make me jealous? I ask you this one question Gabriel, Was it worth it? Was kissing Jade- no wait- was making out with her worth it? Hearing you say that you love her so much, holding her hand worth it?" I slapped both his hands away and took a step backward. 

"I really am-" I cut him short again. 

"What? Sorry? I could never forgive you. You caused me too much pain." I sobbed. 

"If only you told me the truth." 

"So this my fault now?" 

"No! You're not getting it." He kicked the ground. 

SILENCE. 

Then I spoke up. 

"You had a choice you know." 

"Oh yeah? Like what?" He challenged. 

"When I broke up with you, you should've asked me why." 

"But you won't even tell me. And I did ask." He said. 

I was fighting my tears right now. 

"You asked me once. But you could've asked me BILLIONS of times just to let me know that you cared! And you even believed that I replaced you? Let me tell you this-" I took a step forward.