'Don't lie to me, Eva?' I could hear the worry through his deep voice. But how could I tell Morgan... He may be my best friend but I don't know anymore.
'Look at me Eva, and tell me that your fine.' he lifted my chin so I had no choice but to look into those gray eyes that I was slowly falling in love with.
'Morgan... I...' I couldn't find the words needed for how I was going to put the sentience I was trying to say.
You see.. I am a Emo. I have been for as long as I can remember and Morgan has been my best friend since we started high school. We bonded right away and I knew that we would be friends until we die. I just never thought that I would be in this situation trying to tell him what I was doing to myself every night because of how many people say I'm fat.
My mother disowned me for reasons I will never know why self and then when my father died when I was twelve... I was broken.
I put on weight and I never got it back off. But I am not chubby just not a size 0 like everyone expects me to be.
I have long chocolate brown hair with grey/green eyes. My hair is naturally straight but I can never seem to get it the way I want it to be. I am more of a tomboy than a girly girl and I hate make up. Why would go want to cover up your face that god created for you with a piece of plastic from a workshop.
I never wear any top brand clothes, I see no need to. I think the ones from tesco or asda are more comfortable.
Childish, but comfortable.
Me and Morgan were walking from school one day and I let something slip. I had been cutting my arm again. What I mean by again is that I did it once before and I promised Morgan that I would stop. I don't know how it came out but it just did.
'Eva? Eva!' he was waving his hand infront of my face. I guess I zoned out for quite some time.
'I zoned out... sorry' I muttered. I kept my arms in front of me and looked down to my feet.
Morgan looked down at me and lifted my left arm and pulled back the sleeve, showing the fresh cuts I had made.
'Why Eva..' he said almost to himself and not me.
'You know I worry about you, did you think you could keep this from me?' he asked me.
'I'm sorry Morgan.. you know why I did it.' I said back. I hated having todo this with him. I feel like I was going to break down and cry.
When he had not said anything for a while I looked up and saw him staring at me. No, behind me. I turned around and walked backwards until I was at Morgans side and I gasped.
There was the most beautiful waterfall I had ever seen. the water was like a crystal blue and tiny fish were darting around. The long moss that hung over the edges added to the amazing scene. There was a pathway that led to the side of the waterfall so maybe there was some sort of cave there also. there were all sorts of flowers around also. The way the trees opened up into a clearing was what made it even more beautiful.
How had we not noticed this before?
I could feel someone tugging at my arm and saw Morgan smiling and looking at me.
'Shall we explore my lady?' he asked me with a funny and posh English accent.
'We shall my lord' I giggled and ran off down the path by the waterfall. Morgan ran after me and we both went under the water falls. There was this huge and beautiful cave there.
'Such a Simple thing... so beautiful..' Morgan whispered to me and turned me so that we were looking through the clear waterfall.
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Okey I hope you guys will enjoy this story.
The WILD stories will have a connection to this one so I though I may as well make a 'before' story of them.
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