Messed up

Getting Started

Ok. I'm, again, sorry for this, but it's my only escape. My life is so messed up and twisted. I feel like i'm a million different people tangled up in a big huge knot right now. Let's just start from the time I was born. (More like before I was born....)

My mom, not saying any names, is married to a guy, lets say the sign guy(cause that's his job). Actually no. She's not married to the sign guy. You wanna know what happened now don't yah?!?! Ok then proceed reading my dreadful story.

My mom is married to the pizza dude. He doesn't make a lot of money but she doesn't care. She loves him, I don't know why though. Well, what happened is...well. They were all best friends in the beginning. I'll tell you that much. But, anyways. While my wonderful mom was married to the pizza dude she wanted a kid. The reason why is because she babysat my little cousin constantly with the pizza dude. The bad part is when she wanted a baby. She wanted to get her life started with this dude. She didn't really tell him though. She just went on her way. 

She began having feelings for the sign guy. Not internal feelings but she noticed him. All lonely and crap. So, she began hanging out with him while the pizza dude was at work. Now, we have a problem. Eventually the sign guy hooks up with my mom and vuala. I"M BORN!!!!

So, now my my mom's parents pretty much hate my biological father. But, the sign guys family is trying to work everything out saying that I will be part of there family as well. And the pizza dude's family is like, whatever happened happened and no matter what we will take care of the baby when needed and junk like that. So now the big family war happens and my mom and biological father end up going to court

While at court the pizza dude gets asked to leave. When he was leaving to go out the court room door, he cussed under his breath. Nobody heard it. Not even my mom, who was right next to him. The judge heard him!!!!!! He went to jail for a few days and then got out, thankfully??? Anyways, back to court and that drama.

The judge declared my biological father to be the sign guy and that he gets visitation days. So yeah. That happened. But, here's the interesting part. The DNA test said that the sign guy was my father 78% and the rest would be the pizza guy. (I think that's what it was. Not completely positive on that) So, technically I have 2 biological dad's. Now you see why I feel like i'm a million people. 

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So now your'e about to see why I am very stressed about the situation. Not really that's along ways away from now. Thanks for reading this far.

So for years, and years, and still till this day, I go on visitation with the sign guy. I love all of my family, and I mean that. They are all so good to me.