I was the good girl, straight A's, teachers pet, goodie toushoes. Only hugged a boy and always did what I was supposed to. I was always happy ya know... I zoomed through life with the brightest smile. Everyone knew me as someone quiet and calm. Until last year. Last year started off like your normal school year, I was happy and ready to learn! I was getting good grades and always helping the teachers, so far so good right? wrong. I met a boy.. a boy who made me wanna go beyond my good girl vibes. And then my bestfriend who ripped my heart out... That year got me to do things mentally that I never imagined in life, my grades dropped, my heart was no longer happy and my head was off my shoulders. The next year everyone had realized I changed and I have a perfectly good reason for it too!
Yes I have changed. I'm not as nice as I used to be, because I don't want to get used or walked on. I don't trust everyone and tell them my secrets, because behind every smile is a backstabbing bitch. I distance myself from people because in the end, they're only going to leave. I have changed because I have realized that i'm the only person I can rely on.
Is that real enough for you or is it still too petty.
