A Bad Dream
Every night lying on my bed
With a pillow;
Always thinking of our first hello.
Tears falling in my eyes
Because of all your lies.
I'm so tired but i cant sleep
Standing on the edge with something much too deep.
I'ts funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word.
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard.
When I’m feeling weak
And my pain walks down a one way street.
I ‘ll just look up
And think that everything’s going to be alright.
You beg me to stay
I want to stay but all you did replays.
After my picture fades and darkness has
Turned to gray
Watching through windows, you're wondering
If I'm OK
Secrets stolen from deep inside
The drum beats out of time.
I stopped calling your name
I stopped searching your footprints
I stopped seeking those arms
I stop believing in stars
Through your cold absence
I feel you within me
Ever so soft, just like the wind.
As the birds sings,
My heart stings.
You made me believe in you,
You told me you’re my knight,
But the same day,
The same night.
I saw you,
I saw you with her.
Hugging each other,
Like you two only have each other.
I saw two sun,
crazy right?
But its true,
I saw them with my bare eyes,
I look up at them,
And adored its beauty,
But then it hurt my eyes,
so I looked away.
I wish i can rewind the time,
If only I can rewind the time
I wouldn’t dare look up the sky.
But No one can find the rewind button,
So all i did was cradle my head in my hands and
Breathe, just breathe.
Tonight I exist For what was
Tomorrow I lived to exist for what will be.
I lived through every air you inhaled
till That same air became
a ghost from the past.
I gave you multiple of chances,
But you keep on doing again and again
The same mistakes you did before. Because you thought that im still here,
Here by your side.
but you're wrong,
because I got tired,
Not tired of loving you
But tired of everything you do.
You said you didn’t dreamed that you’ll love somebody like me, and never dreamed to lose somebody like me.
I woke up each day,
Remembering the song you played
And realized that you’re just a bad dream,
A bad dream that has to be end.
