The Eyes of Reality

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( A : Hi! Beginner here so please bare with the grammar and the likes.. just a warning that this story is based from my perspective.. if you suggest something to make this story more of a reality.. don't think twice to comment it :) Happy Reading! )

• Zaylee's POV

I rushed down the stairs to get something.. but this happened.....

"ZAYLEE! COME HERE THIS INSTANT!" - Mom

Ano na naman? =_=

"ZAYLEE!!!!" - Mom

"Coming!"
Haish! di pwedeng mag intay? ano ako? si flash? kaloka :/

"What?" - Me

"WHY IS YOUR GRADES LOW?!"
( While showing the paper in my face, kulang nalang eh ipakain sakin ung papel =_= )
at eka ano daw?! low grades!? 90 kaya average ko! ano lokohan!?

"LOW?! AN AVERAGE OF 90 IS LOW FOR YOU!!?? ARE YOU KIDDING ME!?

"You could've done BETTER." She said calmly

"OH YA, AS IF I COULD GET AN AVERAGE OF 99.99 OR 100!? MOM! IM IN COLLEGE NOW! NOT PRE-SCHOOL OR ELEMENTARY! DONT EXPECT A 98 AND ABOVE AVERAGE!"

"WELL YOU MEED TO!"

"WHY!? BECAUSE YOUR ALL SMART? MOM I COULD LIVE MY LIFE! I KNOW WHAT TO DO! I COULD MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS NOW! IM NOT A 4 YEAR OLD ANYMORE!"

"Well then, you'll be a doctor"

"MA! IM ALREADY TAKING A COURSE OF CULINARY ARTS! I WON'T WASTE YEARS AGAIN TO STUDY DAMN MEDICAL BLAH BLAH! I CAN BE WHO I WANT! YOU ONLY THINK OF YOUR OWN! OH! YOU ONLY THINK OF THE MONEY AND THE BUSINESS AND THE LIKE YEAH?!"

"WHY CAN'T YOU BE AS SMART AS YOUR COUSIN LEARRA?! OR AS SMART AS ME OR YOUR DAD?!"

"BECAUSE I AM NEITHER ALL OF YOU! I AM ME. I AM MY OWN SELF AND I COULD LIVE MY LIFE BEING MYSELF! NOT BEING A FAKE ME OK?!"

"ARGHH!"

"WELL, MOM, REMEMBER THIS, WHAT I SEE IS WHAT I FOLLOW OR WHAT I TOLERATE, WHAT YOU AND DAD TELL ME, I FOLLOW ALMOST NONE OF THEM."

and... I went up again in my room got my keys, went to my car then drove off...
I drove as fast as I could, and as I drive.. tears were falling down my face..
// Hininto ko muna ung kotse.. tsaka ko nakita na nasa park na pala ako.. layo rin pala ng narating ko... kailangan ko lang talaga umalis dun.. kung hindi ako aalis dun baka napatay ko na sarili ko...

Lumabas ako ng sasakyan ko at pumunta ako dun sa lugar na wala masyadong batang naglalaro.. sumandal ako sa isang puno at pumikit...

~ Bakit ba toh nangyayari? Bat ba lagi nalang ako ung may mali? Bat ba lagi nalang ako ung palpak? Ako nalang lagi ung 'hindi' matalino.. ako na lang lagi ung kinukumpara, ako nalang lagi ung pinagbubuhusan ng galit.. ako nalang lagi may kasalanan! Ni kelan ko ba mararanasan ang isang araw sa bahay na hindi ako nasisigawan? nakukumpara? pinagbubuhusan ng galit? ah, baka sa burol ko.. joke lang.. baka pati sa burol ko eh kinukumpara parin ako, psh =_= ~

Ako nga pala si Zaylee Ashworth..
ya, Half ako, hulaan niyo nalang (hihi) 18 years old, nag aaral sa St. Brooke University, ang course ko ay Culinary Arts (ya mahilig ako magluto :) ) at nandito ako sa isang park.. nagmumunimuni..