I walk around the school looking for my hyper brunette best friend who I haven't seen in a long time because I just got out of the hospital. As I am about to turn the corner I see Ashley talking to my crush Alexander, hoping that she was talking to him about who he likes but my hopes are crushed when she kisses him. I growl and yell "you fucking bitch!!!!!" which was a bad idea by the look on her face as she pulls away from him and walks towards me. "Jake you never had a chance anyway, he's straight." as I'm about to slap her I start hearing a noise that is between circus music and a siren, my alarm.... I crawl out of bed and look at the time "5am? I never wake up this early. oh well might as well start to get ready."
--an hour later--
I walk back to my room quietly in nothing but a towel and look in the mirror. I see my light blonde hair, dark brown eyes, bruises on my thighs and stomach, and the gigantic scar on my stomach from where my step dad had cut me two years ago. If only mom knew; you see my step dad not only sexually abuses me but also emotionally and physically abuses me also, but keeps on a fake act for my mother. I think to myself "enough self pity" and grab my red skinnies, black Papa Roach tee shirt, and my Sleeping With Sirens hoodie then put them all on. I brush and straighten my hair to perfection, grab my backpack and run downstairs after slipping on my blue converse. As usual mom is gone leaving me alone left to fend for myself against my stepfather and older brother. speak of one of the devils, I hear my brother practicing guitar. "Zane!!!! if you don't get ready, you'll be late for school!!" I really shouldn't of yelled because as soon after me yelling I feel two arms wrap around me "Brian, get off of me. I have to leave for school" he just laughs and bites my shoulder "shut up you ungrateful little brat, plenty would be honored to have me hold them like this." I just shake out of disgust and step on his foot, causing him to let go of me. "you shouldn't have done that you piece of shit" and that's when I got a fist to the face "go to school you little bitch." after he walks away I put make up on my eye and run to school, trying not to cry on the way.
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"Jake, why are you late again? if this keeps happening then I'm going to have to give you a detention" looking down at my feet I nod and mumble "sorry Mrs. Danter, I wont let it happen again" she nods and smiles "go take any seat" I quietly go to a random seat, seeing as it was only a foods class and any grade could take it. she started lecturing on about how to make a cake when the person next to me nudged me " you alright, you look like you were crying?" I nod and he continues "you shouldn't lie it makes you look stupid" when I look up to see who it was I was almost drooling, it was Alexander Salle. The guy ive had a crush on since the fifth grade. He smiles at me and whispers "you not in the mood to talk or something?" I nod then he smiles and writes something down then hands it to me "text me when you wanna talk" that's when the stupid annoying bell rang and everyone started leaving.
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sorry guys that it has taken me so long to do the first chapter but ive been busy and im sorry if its shit, I promise i'll make it better.
