Crack! There went yet another pencil, I ran my index finger on the body of the pencil and I could feel the ridges from where I had bitten the pencil. What happened to me? Why am I this way? Well funny you should ask even though half of you already know what happened to me. Bullies. Aren't they just amazing? Wrong they are horrible and I've encountered a lot in my lifetime. In fact I met one on the first day of school so let's rewind back there.
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So I was standing in my closet throwing clothes to the ground and wondering what I would wear for the fashion show also known as the first day of school. I tried on a sapphire blue top with lace on the sleeves. I was definitely going with this top. I rummaged through my clothes in that fluffy pink hamper for some plain black jeans. Ah I found them they were black jeans with rips in the knees so I threw them on and jumped in the mirror. I liked these jeans. They made me feel nice and pretty. I slung my book bag over my right shoulder as I headed downstairs for breakfast. I sometimes skipped eating because every day when I attended school I got told I was fat and that I should kill myself. So today was one of those mornings. I saw my mom sitting at the table with wrinkles on her forehead, great she was stressed. I leaned down a bit and kissed her cheek. "Morning mom today I'm heading out early for school". She looked at me and then nodded once. I sighed I knew she was still thinking about the day my dad left us. It always saddened me to think about it, so I just walked out the door slamming the screen door shut. My school was right across the street from my house, literally. It was a good thing since I could walk, but the problem is that the bullies were closer. As soon as I stepped through the glass doors of my school there stood Michelle,Reniyah,Mayline,and Kyra all standing in front of me. "Well well well if it isn't Lacey the fat blowfish".Michelle snickered. "Oh no Chelle let's throw her a twinky".Kyra cut in. I looked at them tears already forming in my eyes as Mayline walked up to me and pushed me down. I hit my head hard on the ground and my books flew out of my backpack. They all picked up one of my books and threw them at me,directly at my head.I got up with the side of my head dripping with blood. I looked them in their eyes "What was that for"? I punched Mayline in the face causing her to fall down. She looked up at me angrily and stood up. When she gathered up her thoughts she sauntered over to me glaring straight down at me with an evil smirk on her face. I could smell her sour breath lingering across my face as she breathed heavily, her chest heaving up and down. Mayline grabbed the neckline of my shirt and pushed my back into the cool metal of the lockers. I shoved her away again this timer harder causing her to lose her balance and fall hard on the linoleum ground. Michelle, Reniyah, and Kyra all stood watching awe clear on their faces. I hovered over Mayline "Enough, I'm not going to let you push me around anymore" I said with tears ready to fall over the brim of my eyes at any second now. I scurried away and headed to my first class.
I found my seat in Spanish III just as the bell rang. I hid my face the entire class silently crying. Thank God that Mrs. Hernandez didn't call on me to answer one of her ridiculous questions. The rest of the day went the same way. I sat in the back row of each class holding my head down. I skipped lunch and hung out in the library reading John Greene's "Looking For Alaska". When the dismissal bell rang I ran out of the school and started my daily walk back home. I felt that someone was following me but when I stopped to look around, nothing was in sight
