Inside her mind

Through her mind

Contemplating on my thoughts and past actions, I realise the fact that I've been in greater danger.
Fighting with myself to find a happily ever after.
Always judging, constantly assuming, bullying, truanting testing my loyalty disregards for humanity.
Hating my friends, putting trust in my enemies.
Allowing the devil to minimalise integrity.
Erased with social media, blind from the depths of my deliria.
Find it hard to trust others because of the thoughts they will judge
Bruhh💨
Nobody knows because if they do I'll be deystroyed
I'm deeper than my looks my happy behaviour can be deceiving.
Cause I've been told to keep quiet now, I'm aware I have no power.
A voiceless soul living each day scared of love, feeling neglected; Can't be accepted.
Always assumed to be the girl who never listens a bitch underestimated.
Of her anger and toxication. Someone we wish would mess up and die. Confused on my identity, radically I lie....
LOW!
Angry?
Yes! At the people who are judging they don't know my story so why do they worry.

*Tears tears* wipe your face they can't see you crumble your supposed to be an example!
I know!
- but the thing is I'm not doing so great.