fuck . fuck. fuck.
That wasn't her plan, she was supposed to let him know. It was matty though; the thought of leaving him was too much to bare. The nights they've spent eating chinese in the backyard, the personal talks they had, the little kisses, the arguments. It was all going to go away, it was all going to fail. Fail because she had to open her mouth, had to go back to address that drug her here in the first place.
"Honey, why don't you let us know where you're going." her aunt's voice rang from the doorway
"I'm just going over to the shore. I need to clear my head."
"With bags?" her uncle chimed in
They both had been nagging and asking and waiting for answers that she wasn't going to give them. They hadn't said anything else as the three eyed the other down before the older ones gave up all together. Morgan had looked over everything, making sure it was all there, if she didn't come back. She drapped the bag over her shoulder, the brown lush bag filled with bits and bops for the boy that she wasn't supposed to fall in love with. Bidding her aunt and uncle farewell until later, she shut the door behind her and ran towards the gray house that diagonal from hers.
Pulling her shoes off, she got the extra key and let herself in. putting the bag ontop of the kitchen counter that she was sure he'd make his way to when he got done out of the shower. Her hands itched, and her back ached and things weren't going to be the same. Her mind told her to leave and forget about the mesmerizing boy all in general, but her heart lead her up the stairs. In swift motions, she took off the tshirt dress, and underclothes. Dropping her bra right outside the shower where matty whimpered to himself.
Stepping in, she ran her hands through his hair, and kissed his neck. "I could have helped you out if you asked."
He stiffened, taking her voice in. anger ringing in his ears, head, bloodstream. "You've got to be fucking kidding me."
He turned around facing the bare beautiful girl in front of him. Her hair, a heep of curls cascading around her face and shoulders, eyes a bit puffy. His hands found their way around her neck pulling her in for a kiss, to just feel her in general. Kissing led to love bites, and love bites led to matty and morgan in pure bliss.
"Why don't you just stay?" he whispered, nose running up her jaw
"It's better if i don't."
"Why?"
"Why what?"
"You remember me now."
Matty felt a pinch and when he blinked he was in a towel in the middle of his room, and meredith was passed out in his bed. His mind was fucked, and it felt so real, it had to be real. Pulling on boxers and some joggers, he went to his kitchen to grab a drink. In the middle of the island was a lush bag, that had a piece of paper taped to it with his name etched across the front.
Some goodies, for my baddie :)))
And as matty looked through the bag, morgan was on edge. Well, an edge.
"You weren't suppsed to fall in love with him. You've fucked everything up."
"I didn't want to do this from the beginning." she responded
"All you had to do was get in get the account information, and anything else you could snag out of him. You could have had your fair share."
"No! It wouldn't have been fair to Matty. He's your son!"
"A son that's never done shit! His father left him everything, and left me nothing." Nancy was pacing at this point, and Morgan was in complete awe
"After all the shit I've been through, all the pain, neglect. It was the one thing that you could have repaid me for your mother's slutty deeds."
"You don't know anything about my mom." Morgan's fist were now clenching, itching and ready to throw them at Nancy's face.
At dinner she didn't need to act like she hated her, because she honestly did. She hated someone that could be so spiteful towards a child they carried and gave birth to. She hated how she had to have revenge for the most petty things. She was just bitter.
"Oh honey," she chuckled. "That dope head got her shit together three years ago, and has been having an affair with my hus- ex-husband ever since."
"Wait-"
"Can you believe it? Leaving me to fix someone up and better them. Why leave something that's together for someone that's already crashed and burned-"
Morgan's fist flew and hit her square in her face. She wouldn't let anyone talk about her mom in front of her face. Nancy stumbled back, a smile planted on her face
"Shut the fuck up. I helped you, and you're still an ungrateful old hag." Morgan was on edge now "I've fed you information, gave you money all for you to trick me into do shit that I never wanted to do. I should have never talked to you that day when you came in my job. I should have told Matty to cut all ties off with you when he said he was thinking about trying to rekindle things. You're a terrible person, your motives are trash, and-"
She was falling. Her heartbeat had quickened, and she knew this was karma. Karma for lying to Matty. For using him for his moms own villainous plan. All she could think about was Matty. Matty Matty Matty. The way he smelled, how he walked, him talking about what he wanted to do in the future. How he wanted to better himself and move in with her and-
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the next chapter is the last one BUT i have some extras to post throughout the next few weeks that'll wrap this all together lol bye
