"This is it Marina. You can't go back after this." The 16 year old girl choked to herself in the mirror. Tears fell down her cheek, and her mascara running everywhere, but she didn't care. This was a new phase of life she was entering. Leaving everything behind. One last time before Marina leaves, she burns up a bible. Rebelling against her parents strong religious faith.
"I'm off to find a new start." Marina said with a smile. But she knew that smile was fake. She had no one to fake-smile to, she was just used to doing it so often.
Marina rented a motel somewhere in Las Vegas. She didn't know where. She drove miles away from her home in California. Marina went to sleep that night, or she pretended she could even sleep. The next morning she woke up, at home, in bed.
"Why the f*ck am I here?" Marina yelled.
"We were worried sick, Marina." Marina's father chimed in.
"We'll talk about this after school. You still have to go I suppose." He said.
Marina tied her unnaturally blonde hair into a ponytail, put on a random shirt and a red plaid skirt with white high top converse. She put on loads of mascara as she always does.
"I can't believe I have to go back to this school. I thought I could finally be happy when I left yesterday. But I guess not." Marina whispered to herself .
Marina had a boyfriend named Jonathan. He was her only friend. They played football in the deserts of California, they went into diners and danced around the tables, and they broke into people's houses and smashed things with baseball bats. Their love is radioactive.
Marina walked into the school, already receiving glares and grimaces from the students. Marina knew why they hated her. She was such a rebellious teenager and she took one thing a little too far.
Her sex tape with another guy called Eli got out, and everybody hated the girl for it. Of course you could see her naked, so they made fun of her body for it as well.
Flashback
"Oh Marina! Ready to take me?" Eli sang.
"Oh boy! Yes!" Marina yelled.
"Why not film it?" Eli asked.
"I wanna remember this moment forever hot stuff." Marina replied.
End of flashback.
Marina wanted back her virginity and wanted to be pure again. She should of saved it for someone like Jonathan, not a scum like Eli. She wanted to feel infinity again.
"Jiggly tits! Jiggly tits!" The boys chanted at Marina.Marina had rather large breasts, and her sex tape definitely showed them. After this was released, she was sexually harassed by the boys a lot. Today was one of those times.
The boy she is most scared of, Dylan, grabs her arm and pulls her into the boys bathroom and tries to make out with her.
"Get off me you freak! I wish you'd stop doing this!" Marina screamed at him. She tried punching at him but he just laughed.
He took off Marina's shirt, and her bra and it made her extremely uncomfortable.
"PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE!" Marina yelled, screaming and crying.
After he messed with her and took advantage of her, Marina had lunch to go to. She never ate even though she was starving. She liked to have angel cake often, but she knew she was gonna puke it anyway. Today she tried to eat carrots, before the name calling starts.
The Bitch of the school, Lola made her feel like shit.
"Fat Bitch." Lola said, laughing at Marina.
"She's probably gay! She always looks at Lana!!" Lola's minion yelled.
"HAHA! Go puke your food you fat hog. You'll never be as perfect as us." Lola said giggling.
Marina ran off to the bathroom. Kneeling over the toilet with tears running down her eyes. She stuck 2 fingers deep into her throat and purged into the toilet. She stayed there the rest of the day, crying and wailing like a ghost. Quietly singing her own song she wrote, teen Idle.
Leaving the school, she saw a poster about prom. She would go and she would win. Everybody may have hated her, but they'd vote for her to make fun of her in front of everybody! She was such a prom queen fighting for the title.
She knew after leaving school she would binge drink. She stole bottles of liquor from her parents and climbed to the roof, watching the elderly stars slide down to reach the end. Sleep wasn't her friend. She drank and drank, till she passed out on the roof.
She woke up at around 4am, she took more sips. She didn't care if it killed her, she was already feeling super suicidal.
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The Archetypes Series: Idle Teen
Fanfiction4 different phases of a woman's life. It begins with the angsty teen idle phase. With pretty lies and the ugly truth, and a little loss of innocence.