Chapter 29 - Forgiveness

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Chanyeol POV

"Actually, I.... I never had amnesia." Baekhyun suddenly said. I stopped walking. Did he just say he never had amnesia. That meant that he never forget about me. But why did he do that?

"Bwo?"

"Mianhe Chanyeol. I didn't mean to lie to you. I... I just.... I was scared." Baekhyun said he was scared. But scared about what? I had mixed feelings right now. I don't know whether I was angry with him for lying or happy that he never forget about me.

"Why? Why did you pretend?" My voice trailed off as I asked him.

"Because... I lost out child. I couldn't face you. I felt like a murderer. Everytime I saw you, I would be reminded of out child. It's all my fault that we lost our child. I thought that forgetting you would make you give up on me but you stayed by me. I was going to push you away at first but I realised that I couldn't live without you so I let you stay by me. I wanted to tell you the truth many times but... But I was scared that if we got back together, I wouldn't leave to America. It was my only chance to start afresh. And you know how long distance relationship never turns out well. I didn't want to get hurt the third time. I know this is really selfish of me. Jinja mianhe." Baekhyun explained everything and started to cry. I didn't know what to do and how to react.

"D-does the rest know?" I asked.

Baekhyun nodded. "Kyungsoo, Xiumin and my brother found out about it the day before I had to leave for America. But I am not sure about Kai amd Sehun." He explained. So basically, everyone knew except for me.

Baekhyun POV

I explained everything to Chanyeol but he had no reaction. I believe he is still in shock.

"I don't know what else to say other than sorry. I get it if you hate me now and don't want to see me." I said before turning to leave him. I covered my mouth as I left so that he would not hear me crying. I still loved him. Alot. And I know its my fault so I don't have the rights to make him forgive me. I guess we really aren't meant to be.

I was walking back home when someone back hugged me. "Don't go. I don't blame you." The deep voice said. I closed my eyes and let my tears continue to fall.

"Baekhyun-ah, I don't blame you. Jinja. I understand why you did that and if I were you, I would probably do the same. And don't blame yourself for losing our child. It's not your fault." Chanyeol said and I could feel his tears.

I broke free from the hug and stared at him. "Jinja? You... You don't blame me?"

Chanyeol smiled and nodded. He reached out to wipe the tears away from my cheeks. "I love you Baekhyun. Can we be together again? Forget about the past. We will start afresh."He said before pulling me back into a hug.

I smiled when he said that. "Ne. I love you too Chanyeol. You are the only person I loved, love and will always be. " I know that sounds cheesy but who cares. I was very happy that he didn't blame me.

"So we are together?" Chanyeol asked. I smiled and nodded. He then leaned in to kiss me. His soft plump lips touched mine and I kissed back, dissolving into the kiss.

When we broke the kiss to gasp for air, I could feel my cheeks burning. Chanyeol chuckled. "That was something I regretted that we never did it when we were dating."

My cheeks was even hotter when he said that. "Aww... My baekkie is so cute when blushing." He said laughing and I pouted.

Well, at least now we are together. Whatever it is, I will never leave him again.

Next chapter will be the last one! I don't know why my stories always has exactly 30 chapters. I didn't even plan it in advance HAHA anyways hope you guys had enjoyed my crappy story so far. Thanks for reading it!

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