Midnight Thoughts

Worthless

The last time I saw you, you looked fine. You were doing fine. Actually you were doing more than fine. You were partying and you were happy and you were laughing. That makes me wonder, don't you see? Can't you see it at all? Why are you so blind? Why do I care? I'm a mess right now. I don't know what to do, how to do, or how to survive this heart break. Maybe those words mean nothing to you...but to me they mean everything. I'm just waiting....for you to say something. I've been waiting....but you never seem to care? Was this all I ever was to you? Was I just a little fucked up game you decided to play one day? Was I nothing to you? Because right now, you're making me feel a little bit worthless. Yes. Yes you are. You are killing me. I'm slowly taking my last breath because of you. I'm feeling worthless because of you. I won't tell you. And I guess you'll never know. I'll never let you know......... Worthless.