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Partially and most of the part of this story is real.
UNEXPECTED HAPPINESS AND SADNESS
It has been 2 years since I’d loved deeply. Siguro dahil hindi kaaya-aya ang hitsura ko. Hmm? Siguro. But the fact na hindi ko alam kung kelan ulit darating ang LOVE na yun? I am still waiting for that right time.
Until this time happened…
***** accepted your friend request.
He is my ultimate crush. I added him December 9, 2013. Nag-i-internet ako 2:30 am when this happened. Siyempre, ako, masaya. Though hindi ko naman pinangarap talaga na i-a-accept niya ako. Well, I am just a commoner. He is a Prince. (As if)
December 10, 2013
I woke up in the bed past 10 in the morning when I saw a message in Facebook.
He replied in my private message.
“Hi din.”
Siyempre ako, hindi na naman magkamayaw sa tuwa when I read that. Thinking that he noticed me na.
Nagtagal kami sa chat until 8 pm ng gabi nang…
“Can I get your number? Ite-text na lang kita.”
Lundag sa tuwa. Talon sa kilig.
Who can’t deny the joy I felt when I read it? Kahit siguro kayo. For sure, You’ll feel same way too.
I gave my number. Ura-urada. Not because gusto ko siya maka-text but because he requested.
10 p.m…
“Sa tingin mo bagay kaya tayo? Sa tingin mo?”
I was like “Ugggghhh!! Did I read his text correctly?”
Namumula nung mga time na yun. Kinakabahan. My heart suddenly beat faster than normal.
“Siguro. Kung para naman talaga tayo sa isa’t isa, we’ll be there.”
Yan na lang ang tangi kong nasabi knowing na kinikilig na ako.
Until 10:15 p.m…
Naging kami. Hindi ko alam ang sasabihin ko sa sarili ko.
Then several questions came into my mind.
“Am I really that easy-to-get?”
“Tama ba ‘tong ginagawa ko?”
“Am I really worthy of his love or is he really worthy of my love?”
Binagabag ako ng mga ‘to pero di ko masyadong inintindi ‘yun. Ikaw ba naman nasa sitwasyon ko diba? Who’ll never feel what I feel?
“I am not a love-seeker but I am finding the right person for me.”
“I am not an attention-seeker but I want others give their time on me.”
“I don’t give a fuck to those people who bastardize me but I always want them to realize how worthy am I.”
“I may not be the one you will love but for sure, you’ll be realizing you’re missing me when I am gone.”
December 11, 2013…
I was waiting for that person to text me.
He told me once he’ll text me.
From hereon until on my class I was thinking he will do.
But until the time the expiration of my unlimited text came, no one has ever texted. No message was received.
