october 31, 2009
i cant believe i am doing this!there has been so many attempts but they always, and i mean always bribe or sucker me into come back home. Well screw them, not this time, this time its for real, this time i wont fall back into all their lies. A few weeks back my parents "surprised me" with a secret about our family. You think telling your daughter that her family is a clan of demons, and that I, upon turning 18, 1) has to go to hell and marry Satan, 2) produce children, 3) Do anything and everything that he tells me or i will be stuck to burn in the fires of hell, forever.WTf?! Was i supposed to believe this bullshit!? i wish it wasnt true!! god i hope i find a way out of this.(should i even say the name G.O.D?)anyways thats why i am running away for good this time.There is nothing in the world that i dont already have that can change my mind... except if they say, its all a joke but its not, great! ughh.. where should i go, what should i do? Jeez where do i start? i guess for now its time to stop writing in this dingy old journal.
I dont know why i even bother anymore, this doesnt help for shit. im just addicted to writing it all down begining to end. For some reason, it pulls me to write in it, wierd huh? Well this motel isnt at all here i would be caught dead, but last place my parents and (gross) fellow clan members would find me. Fudge bunnies, what if they can somehow track me... shit.. shit..shit!So i am chillin in this room, i start to finally drift to sleep. Thank God?lol
"Kaylee!"wtf! i pop out of bed and panick! Have they found me? shit! i search through this room nobody is in the bathroom, not under the bed, not even at the door or even outside. "kaylee!!!" OMG! where is this coming from?
Again i am searching, no where else to look but the closet.You know the one with the mirror sliding doors?Anyways I slowly started to pull the door open. Man, I am so effing scared, as i pull it open it looks pretty normal, some pillows, an ironing board and oh a purple swirling mass of doom, omg! what did i just say?
Im curious to find out what the crap this is. I placed my hand close to it afraid to touch it, i flinched at the sound of my name being called for a third time. Something was happening the swirly purple thingy started to get bigger. Shit!! i turned to run like hell from this thing. before i knew it i was sucked into this darkhole. Screaming i tried to save myself but grabbing anything i can, but its too strong! i hit my head on something hard as hell. Before i passed out i heard some deep, dark, sexy voice say "MINE!!!"
In a gasping grip for air i flew off this itchy bed and tried to process what just happened.. Oh thank you, thank you it was just a dream!
i decided to check the closet.... I hesitated a feW times but I finally got the courage to look. NO!!!NO!!NO!! IT WAS REAL!!! I blacked out as soon as my head, this time i didn't hear my name called.
I woke up in what looked like a red and black Hell hole. this room was drowned in black and red drapes, black satin sheets and pillows that invited me to put my head down and rest, a bathroom the size of my old room, and not to mention pictures on the walls of, OMG is that me??!! i backed away from the wall and shit bumped into something warm. Before i turned around i tried to scream but couldnt! its like all the air was gone. instead of m moving It moved in front of me. i closed my eyes. "open your eyes Kaylee,"open them an look into my eyes!" For some reason i opened them and what i saw made me smirk, hell ya!!
in front of me was the most delicious man i ever saw! i had to blink a few times. he was tall, dark and handsome, along with eyes so green i could get lost just staring at this, this god! But who is this guy?
"Hello Kaylee, Im Nathan. Your soon to be husband! wtf? This is Satan, no freaking way! isnt he supposed to be red and like gross looking, evil err whatever?
this guy was SMOKIN HOTT!!!
