When u see me smiling you say what a nice guy but do you know whats behind the smile.....a war a bloody war between morals and wants
Do you have any idea how many times I wanted say fuck you to leave me alone to not care anymore to feel so numb that your not even from this world anymore....I always thought I from Pluto. A planet that no one cared for that couldn't feel the warmth form our Sun just floating around in the ice cold wondering why he existed in the first place he was only a piece of rock.....shouldnt a father help him not feel all alone to Brighton his day to not let him feel all alone to give comfort and love not to separate the bond. to not be like the sun and Pluto. life's revolving with each other but never talking never trying to solve the puzzle of why people care.....how can people care? where does it start? when you hi to someone that u gave the time to say hello to someone you didn't even know and after you see there life like a movie and you get addicted to it like drugs and you want to see it everyday to just know how that person is today. that your life is not the story you want to see its theirs and if that story end suddenly you dont know what to do with yourself you cry because u put so much time energy on something that u thought had so much potential....to care for some one is to love them and to love someone is to be committed to them.you showed me even if there is a war out there to still smile.....
