Once upon a while ago

Prologue

Being stuck in the friend zone is probably the worst thing ever, especially if you're meant to be there right from the start. In every rejection, there always come a question, "Why?" Yeah, really. Why? What's there in all the other girls that you don't have? Is it because she's prettier?

 Sexier?

 Popular?

 And the list goes on.

I guess you'll never know and it's better that way. Sure, there are millions of guys out there, but they're not him. They will never be him. Your heart doesn't beat as fast just like the way it does whenever he's near. No matter how many times you cried because you saw him all pressed up with some girl in the hallways, or no matter how many times he broke your heart unknowingly, it's him that your heart beats for.

You'll always compare him from all the other guys out there, because aside from the man-whorish, asshole facade, he was perfect in every way possible.

Or maybe that's what you think.

Remember the time when you were young and you pictured this prince charming in your head, and he just turned out to be him? You were so happy and you even said you were gonna last forever. It was pathetic of you to think of that when your "forever" didn't even last for a year. You loved him from afar for years, but you were just invisible to him. But what happened? You bumped into him. That's what happened. 

It's sad how someone you loved can turn into a stranger. Admit it, you miss how the butterflies fluttered in your stomach whenever he smiled at you, and how many times he made you laugh when you had a rough day, and all those moments you spent together. It hurts when the person you love the most, loves someone else. To see him look at her with so much love and passion, just the way he used to look at you. 

I completely understand how it feels, because to be honest, that's what I'm feeling right now too. I guess that's how relationship nowadays work: One male. One female. One hoe. One ex trying to mess it up. And one 'friend' secretly hoping it ends. Some couple get through it, and we were obviously  one of those who didn't. 

There are so many things I wish I should've told him - I wish I should've told him what he meant to me, I should've told him that I love him and I probably always will. And even though, we're not going to see each other just like the way we used to, I'll always be there for him, not as a lover, but as a friend. 

A friend, and that's all I'll ever be.

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New story! :). Suck to be stuck in the friendzone, eh? Yeah, it does. But gotta deal with it. So yeah, Tell me what you think about it, mkay? Enjoy reading. Comment your thoughts. Vote if you like it. 

To be edited.

xx Natalia