Werewolf Rejection

Abused

I awoke to the sound of a door slamming. I think to myself, Oh no, he's back and not happy.
He soon yells in anger 'Jenny!!!! Get over here now!!!'. As I enter the kitchen, where he is. I hear glass being thrown against the wall. That wall was right by the opening to enter the kitchen.
"Alpha I'm here." I speak as I enter.
"Great come here." He speaks. I know by the tone in his voice that he is angry and is going to take his anger out on me.
"Okay Alpha." I tell him as I willingly walk up to him. I have already learned my lesson not to argue or cry to the alpha of this pack because if I do I will be sent to the 'jail cells' and starved for days. The alpha is not the only one to treat me badly, whenever someone was to have a bad day, they would take it out on me and since they are werewolves, I have to act like I am in pain because they are supposedly strong.
SLAP
My head whips to the side and I act like it stings. From the strength in that slap, I can tell that the alpha of the pack is weak and thinks he is strong enough to hurt me. HA!
FLASHBACK TO WHEN FIRST HIT
I just turned 12 and everyone thought I didn't shift yet. The alpha, at the time, thought so too, and started to use me as a slave and a punching bag to use to relieve stress and to just have fun. What everyone thought at the time was not true so after I got hit I would heal automatically and heal within a few minutes. The next day I would add makeup to look like bruises from previous hits.
Back to present day
I go to my room/the attic after the so called beating. I take out my makeup that I stole from a pack member and add it to my face to make bruise like features. I then put the makeup back under my pillow and head downstairs to make dinner for the pack. And let me tell you this, werewolves eat a lot.
Have I mentioned that the alpha of this pack is my mate? Well now you know. Since I just mentioned it I will tell you the story.
Werewolves usually find their mates at age 16 but since I'm not normal, I knew at age 10 because that was when I first shifted. Well he didn't know til he was 15 because alphas usually find their mates at that age. Since I was young and still believed in mates, I thought he would accept me but I was too stupid to realize that he wouldn't. The night he turned 15 was the night I got rejected and lost all hope in mates.
I am now 18 and couldn't care less that I got rejected. Actually I'm happy he rejected me because now I can focus on important things. Like revenge.