she was alone,
she didn't know what people thought of her but had a good idea, because all she saw was people whisper whenever she was around. watching her closely as if at any second she would scream or yell or cry, she laughed to herself as she thought of how people would react to something like that not thinking about the fact that people were watching her laugh to herself.
she went home and went to the bathroom finding a pair of scissors "no these wont work " she grabs a knife from the kitchen and smiles darkly, then goes back to the bathroom and grabs her sleeve pulling it up her arm, then continues to draw pictures on her arm with the blade not once wincing at the pain. she wipes away all the blood and cleans the knife smiling, she sites down on her bed with a blank expression until she again realizes what she has done and starts to sob
next day:
she steps out the door and starts walking to the bus stop, as she walks she began to think, "what if i were normal?" again she giggles at the thought. "i do intimidate people though" she mumbles as she dances to the bench to wait for the bus smiling, " smiling makes people more comfortable around you" she ponders as she sits down crossing her legs and daintily placing her hands neatly on her lap as she mumbles to herself with a big smile on her face.
LITTLE BACKGROUND CHECK
the girl in this story is named me o bara meaning rosebud in Japanese but everyone just calls her rose ... the few people talk to her, she goes to college but its summer at the moment and is staying in the abandoned dorms building and has one cat, the rest are strays that she feeds all the time and have warmed up to her. she has white hair down to her knees which is normally in two long braids and has a black cap set backwards on her head that says "smile"and a pair of tall jagged soled black boots up to her knees, a pair of lack fishnet stockings withe a pair of skinny jeans with multiple holes, a black vest over her white button up blouse, basically a very unique emo.
SORRY GUYES , WILL DO THE NECT CHAPTER SOON GOTTA GO TO BED 🎧💀👽👾👿
