Hey Addie,
I don't know why I'm writing this letter to you. I guess I just really miss you and there's no one else to talk to. I'm sorry. I really do miss you, Addie. My whole being aches to hear you laugh and look at your eyes, even if it's just for a second. I'm afraid that I'm forgetting you. I don't want to forget. I try my hardest to remember you but bits of you are slipping away. You'll forgive me for that right? I wish you would answer. But you won't. You'll never read this. You'll never see me. We'll never talk again. Addie I miss you. Everyone does. Your parents are a complete mess...
You probably don't want to hear about anyone being sad because of you. But Addie you made them sad. There was a better way to solve all your problems than----
I can't say it. I can't even write it on paper. It's an awful awful word.
Addie you didn't have to do it.
Even to this day I wonder what would have happened if you just told me. Addie I could have helped you! I still can't forgive you. I'm sorry.
It's getting pretty late now. I'm going to go. I love you Addie and i miss you awfully much. I don't see the point of this letter but for some reason it helped a little bit. Anyways goodbye!
Yours,
Christopher
