The Truth

Hi

Hello. I'm Melodie, as you may know.
Um, this is hard.

I have a problem. And it won't stop.

You see, ever since last year, I've had depression.

But now, it's not just that.

Excessive stress, anxiety, peer pressure..

The list goes on and on.

Some days I would just cry, and I mean cry. Hours would go by and tears would just fall out.

I remember that I heard someone say to me, "Melodie, why don't you just get help?"

You see, that idiot doesn't know what I'm going through. Nobody does.

If they just saw a glimpse into my brain, they'd know.

I just can't deal with this burden on me, like I'm dragging it around with me everywhere.

It's like an ocean of feelings that only I see, meaning only I drown.

And the thing is, people say, "You're so happy all the time blah blah blah "

Come on, how BLIND are you to see the truth?

It's so obvious.

I'm not truly happy.

How the hell can I be so happy, if torment and suffering is all I see?

Anyway, hi.

I'm Melodie. Nice to meet you.

I can't wait for the future.