finding yourself

IRIS

I've been in  love before but never like this. I can't stop thinking about him, his soft warm lips, the feel of his skin against mine. It just sends shivers down my spine thinking about it. Yet how can I still love him after all he's done to me... I... I don't understand. I had trusted him he betrayed me and I still love him. But isn't that how love works I mean you give it all you got and in the end your the one getting hurt. You see the day I met Daniel I thought he was loud and obnoxious and I wanted nothing to do with him......  Apparently the world had other plans.....  We had every class together, and as if it weren't bad enough he was my neighbor,  from the moment we met he was hitting on me, so my surprise when he started coming over every day BEFORE school, so much in fact that it was still dark outside......... And say 3:00 AM! He's over at my house so much it's like his first home,..... Well anyway after time I got to know him and I slowly fell in love with him. It wasn't two months after that I caught him with another girl....  So here we are..... Alone...... Empty...... And full of surprises