There's was once a guy who used to court me.. Sweet sa iya, caring, kag grabe mag effort, as in effort kung effort gd ya eh. just to make me feel so special.. We always go out on dates to know each other better. Kis.a gne gkasal.an na nga kmi.. but it's not. Just almost near in that level. 'Cos you know what? I already fell for him and only waiting for a right timing for us to be official..
He was a fresh graduate kag ako ya college nman.. But when he got his first job, nadula na gulpi ang attention ya skun. Never gd ko ya nakabaton sng call, chat or text halin cya since nag umpisa sya work, never gd for TWO MONTHS. I was wondering kung ngaa gulpi lng sya nag amu sina. Basta madamo lng gd ko ya pmangkot sa kaugalingon ko kung ngaa. I spent a lot of sleepless nights crying and thinking sa iya kg sa sitwasyon nmun.. I miss him. may sala sa akon? Nag law'ay ko? i just don't get it.
One night nag call ko cya sa msgr and Nobody answered. Active sya bes! Active! Tpos wla may nagsabat gd? But I keep on telling myself nga bsi busy lng sya, so gn msg ko lng sya. Asking kung ngaa wla na sya ga communicate kg gapabatyag gd sakon. Ano sala ko aw?? But then .. the worst thing is, GIN SEEN YA LANG. Wtf.. seen? Sakit2 gd ya. He just ignored me and i was hurt bes! deeply hurt gd.. tagos! Wasak!
Then one day, we met.. unexpectedly. And guess what? He just smiled at me.. He gave me a cute smile actually. Pro imagine?! Nag smile2 lng sya nga dw wala lang bla may natabo. He smiled like he is not affected nga muni sitwasyon nmun.. I grabbed the opportunity nga pmangkuton sya kung ngaa wala na sya ga communicate ukon gpbatyag skun. Ano sala ko aw? But then he said, "IT'S NOT YOU.. IT'S ME".. sa una wla ko pa na-gets kung ano gna mean ya sa statement ya . Tpos my gn sugpon pa sya saying, "PEOPLE SHIFT PRIORITIES AND I THINK I'M NOT THE RIGHT MAN FOR YOU"... *paused a bit* Besssss! Daw gn tapakan ko sng one hundred ka elepante kg gn takluban sng langit kag lupa sa pag hmbl ya to! Sakit sakiiiiit! As in painful to the bones! And me be like, what?! Noooo. it can't be. I already fell for you.. ikaw ya gusto ko. IKAW! IKAW! IKAW!!! (Ps wala ko na gn hmbl)
Palangga ko na sya! Tpos amu na hmbalon ya sa ulihi? Yok. Ano ni into? I almost cried in front of him, pro naisip ko.. he do not deserve my tears (even if i already cried a lot because of him) wala ko mahimo, kay amu na na.. Maybe, his attention was caught by someone in his workplace. Madamo mn ga hmbl skun.. Pro, bisan ka sakit2 ngd sang gn ubra ya sakon. I have to move on.. and try to protect my heart sa sunod..
Ang magpalangga ang pinaka manami nga feeling dri sa kalibutan, but then it can also be the worst. IN THIS WORLD THAT'S FULL OF "PA-FALL" -___-
