Holding onto two (twenty one pilots fan fiction)

Chapter 13

I pulled Louise into our room and sat next to her at the end of the bed. She looked very flustered and had clearly been crying. I'd only ever seen her like this one time before; the first time I was in Allina.
She came in one day all flustered and upset so I sat with her in one of the staff hallways and she told me about how her brother had joined this gang and was doing all these drugs. It was crazy, she only just got back in contact with him a few months ago.
She started hyperventilating but I calmed her down quickly.
"Louise what's going on?" I said Seriously.
"He is in the hospital." She sobbed.
"Why? What's happened?" I asked with a worried tone.
"They, they, they shot him." She breathed. I pulled her close to my chest and she just cried. We sat like this for about 5 minutes until Louise pulled away. I wiped away her tears and grabbed her hand.
"We can go home early if you want." I whispered.
"No, no, my mum said he's okay and I should just enjoy myself... I'm just worried." She sighed.
"That's understandable sweet cheeks. As long as you're sure you don't want to go home we'll have the best day to take your mind off it." I smiled. She nodded and smiled back.
I closed the door behind her as she left the room and turned back to Tyler who was now concentrating on his laptop.
"I'm going to get ready babe, we're leaving in an hour." I yelled to him as I made my way to the bathroom. Just as I dropped my towel I saw the door start to crack open. I rolled my eyes and giggled as he shyly made his way into the bathroom. He grabbed my hips and kissed my cheek.
"Seriously? Right now?" I laughed.
"Come on." He grinned. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him lovingly on his full lips.
"Later." I said sternly then continued getting ready.

We were in the taxi and Louise still looked quite upset. I disconnected mine and Tyler's hands and reached out for Louise's.
"He's gonna be okay." I smiled, rubbing the top of her hand with my thumb. She looked up and smiled sadly then wiped away a tear. Josh had noticed and took her other hand and she squeezed his tightly in hers. They were so in love. I looked at Tyler and he was smiling at Josh and Louise.
"I love you." I whispered to Tyler. He looked around confused for a second then looked down at me.
"I love you too." He smiled then kissed my forehead. I don't know why but lately Tyler has been a little checked out; I feel like he isn't as in love with me... like he was before. I was quickly snapped out of that thought because we had arrived at the train station where we would get the train directly to oxford street to do some serious shopping - retail therapy makes everyone feel better.

At dinner Tyler had that 'jealous' look in his eyes when he saw how cute Louise and Josh were. I was in that thought again. Am I good enough? Am I What he wants? Is he only with me out of pity? I felt tears form in my eyes, they escaped and rolled down my cheeks.
"Are you okay?" Tyler asked.
"Um can I talk to you Tyler?"
"Sure?" He replied, confused. I lead him onto the porch area round the back of the restaurant. He looked so confused. I couldn't do this. I wanted him to find someone who treats him the way Louise treats Josh - I clearly wasn't that. I see how he looks at them; I can't give him that. I need to let him find that girl. I still have my sister and Louise, I'll be okay. I took a deep breath and looked at Tyler still crying.
"I'm so sorry." I began.

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Is this it!!?? Can it be? Harley and Tyler no more? Sorry to leave you hanging like this. Hope you enjoyed the chapter. Love you all <3 stay alive frens |-/
-Jess