Warning: this may be horribly written.
****TRIGGER WARNING****
Death, it is all that she wants right now. Everything that had happened to her that night has finally crashed down, like as if she was being buried alive by her own thoughts.
Lies... lies have been fed to her for 2 Years, she wishes that she would have declined at the very beginning. This wasn't new to her, she should have expected this but... they were different.
One part of her is saying "you deserve so much better, move on and find someone worth your time. " but the other... "beg them, go back, you don't need anyone else. It has to be them." When she was with them... she felt special, needed, like she was finally useful to someone. They were her everything, and she was theirs... at least... that's what she was told by them. "I never loved you" a voice intervened, quoting what they said. "You were just entertainment to them, they were just leading you on. You should have listened to me, you had plenty of chances to break it off. But being the little dumb b*tch that you are, you stayed." She voices those thoughts over and over again... she couldn't move, she couldn't cry anymore... she couldn't do anything. She felt useless once again.
She wanted to tell her mother everything... but she couldn't... cause after all........
She was already gone from this world.
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