Here's all the Pain you Caused.

No. (poem)

"Are you afraid of me because im crazy?"
"No"
"You should be"
"No mom, no"
"I could hurt you"
"I know, but you wont"
"Are you sure?"
"No"
The way you talk
The way you look at me
The way you stare into the void
I am afraid
You pulled my hair
And bruised my wrists
You took the knife
And held it in front of my face
You looked at me
Like you wanted to do it
I looked at you, like I wanted you to aswell
But then daddy came and took it
He kicked you first
And then me
I told you to run and I stood in front of him
I have no idea
Why I still protect you
Maybe because I wouldn't mind death
Maybe because I can't let the old you go
The one I used to know
"You love her still"
"No dad, no"
"You protect her"
"And I always will"
"She will hurt you, she is crazy"
"Yes"
I pulled up my shirt to show him my bruises
"But so are you"