( A Mans POV ) ~~ "We broke up so many times in our first couple of months of actually dating .All because of my mistakes , I had alot of growing up to do. She was so patient with me, she taught me so much not only about life but about myself. Through everything I always knew deep down that I loved B. She was the one I wanted to wake up to every morning , even when shes all crusty 😂. We made plans , goals for ourself and our future . We hit a couple bumps in the road, im not gonna lie. Shit got hard . At one point we wasnt even speaking, she wasnt answering my calls or messages . She left our house .I wasnt even sure if she was gonna ever wanna be with me again. At that point I figured getting so drunk to where I could barely stand or getting high asl would make the pain go away. That pain when u feel when u really love someone and u dont see how u gone get em' back or how its gone work is undescribale . 'Cause its like ya hearts telling you one thing but ya mind is telling you another . U dont know if it'll work or if your bullshitting yourself. U just know yall got a connection life no other and ya heart just wants to be with that person, so u take a chance and if yall really down for each other and willing to compromise on stuff then it works. Thats how learn patience , u learn to see the pros and cons of everything , u learn what exactly works for your relationship . But it all deals with communication........"
