"Congratulations Mrs. Greene your 6 weeks pregnant" the doctor said with a smile while giving me the ultrasound pictures. I just sat there shocked as my mother glared at me while shaking her head. I thought really hard and remembered that day.
"baby why dont you just let me have your virginity already?" I sighed , "I can't I wanna keep it till I get older!" I said . he shook his head and put the loose hair behind my ear and he moved closer. "Baby I really wanna be your first" he said while he kissed my neck. "STOP justin" I said trying to push him off. he kissed me hard and forceful. I tried to push him off but he was too strong.
he begin to pull my pants off while I started to cry. he stopped and wiped my tears away. he pushed my panties to the side and forcefully put his shaft in me . the pain striked through my body while he stroked in and out. "stop Justin STOP PLEASE" I plead. my screams got his adrenaline pumped. I just laid there and cried. he came in me and pulled out.
I crawled into a ball and cried till the morning. I next day I woke up and noticed he wasn't here. I sighed in relief and tried to stand the unbearable pain shot through my body causing me to fall on the ground. I tried my best to stand and limped to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror to see my eyes bloodshot red and see bruises on my arms and hickies on my neck. I got nauseous just thinking about what happened last night. I got light-headed then threw up in the toilet. I sat there with sweat and tears running down my face. "why me.." I whispered over and over.
<end of flashback>
me and my mother walked to the car silently. she was mad I knew it, I knew she was going to kill me when we got back home. 15 mins later we got home. I rushed out trying to run upstairs to my room before she got a hold on me.
"danaya heaven greene Don't you walk up them stairs" she said calmly. that's when I knew I was in trouble. "y-yes ma" i said with my head low. "look at me child when i'm talking to you!" she said with gritted teeth. I looked at her then....*SMACK* she backhanded me in my face. I fell and stared at her with hot tears threatening to stream out my eyes.
"why are you fucking pregnant! I didn't raise you to be a slut and giving it up!" she yelled. that's when I started crying. "ANSWER ME DANAYA!" she shouted. I got up , "want me to answer you!? I'll answer you! I GOT RAPED mother!" she stood there shocked. "get out." she said calmly. "w-what?" I studdered. "Pack your shit and GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!" I got on my knees and begged her. "ma please don't do this where am I suppose to go!" she pushed me out the way and went upstairs to my room throw my clothes and shoes down the stairs she pushed out everything while i sat there and cried. "pack all your shit and leave now", she said pointing out the door. I hurried and packed everything in my duffel bags and walked out.
before i could even turn around and say something she slammed the door in my face. i sat on the steps and cried. I then called my best friend amyra. I rang 3 times before she answered. "hello?" she said with her soft voice. "h-hello Myra" I said through tears and sniffs. "Dee what's wrong baby girl?" she said with sincere in her voice. "momma kicked me out she found out I was pregnant Myra" I said crying. "I dont know what ima do.." she tried to calm me down. "Hold up boo lemme see if you could stay over here" she said while going to her brother. "hakim, can danaya sleepover for a while ha momma kicked her out?" I heard a deep voice say "ight" then she got on the phone again. "alright i'm on my way"
thats the last thing I heard before she hung up. I always knew she had a brother but I never saw him. she always telling me stories and stuff but I wondered why I never met him. 5 mins later myra picked me up in her black BMW her brother brought for her. I ran up to me and gave me a hug. I started to cry on her shoulder. "shhh im here now besst you dont have to cry." I nodded then wiped my tears away. we got in her car then drove to her house again.
