His Not So Real Love

On a Date ...

Ian's Pov:

It is been two weeks since the accident. Everyone is treating me nicer than usual and I couldn't argue with that. I mean who hates attention and care? Yet the only strange thing that has been happening is the amount of visits that Maya payed me. She seemed to care more than all and I found that disturbing. Shouldn't she be like in raged with me for forcing a kiss on her? Shouldn't she slap and run far away from because I used her to get to Rose?  

I still remember how waking up to Maya's lips made me feel. I felt this intense tingly feeling erupting all over my body. I felt relaxed and even if my body pained me as hell I didn't care but then I remembered my solo mission: I want to get Rose back and starting something new with Maya will only ruin that. 

The hurt that I saw in Maya's face when I questioned her kiss and how broken she seemed when I told her that I am already in love with rose became a hunting memory. The way her orbs turned obscure made me shiver. I knew that something was wrong with her and I truly hope that I didn't hurt her that much...Maybe I broke her heart by giving her false hope. I seemed to get frustrated whenever this legacy of thoughts seemed to erupt and for a reason or another I found myself stalking all of Maya's social networks or even trying to call her...Should I apologize?

Maya made it a habit to visit me each two days. For now I was brought back to my parents'house. My mum at first was surprised to see Maya at the doorstep. But in less than half an hour both women became best friends. I even saw my mum crying with Maya and hugging her. She was asking her not to give up on something but when I asked they acted as if nothing happened. 

Maya was supposed to visit me today. I was still imprisoned by mum. She promised to keep me a hostage till I become well. I tried to prove to her that I am good now but seeing my still apparent bruises she forbade me from stepping a foot outside my house. My company was currently taken care of  by Nick , the same guy who tried to sleep with Maya...She promised me that they are friends now...Best friends she said but I felt annoyed deep down when she started to numerate the good characteristics if his. That day I kind of acted tired just to get her to shut up about how great Nick is and how he fits greatly in her group and how creative he is. If didn't know better I would have said that I don't like to hear Maya talking about other guys but why would that be true? After all I am in love with Rose and Rose alone.

The clock announced that it one pm and usually right now I will hearing the sound of the doorbell. Maya visited me a day ago and now she should be here but all I continued to hear is pure silence. I waited and found myself shocked at how much I got used to Maya's visits. All she did around here when she came was to hear me nag about my mum, then bring me my favorite type of ice cream and sometimes I allowed her to share it with me. Maya is a nice girl and the guy who will steal her heart will be one lucky guy. 

Ten more minutes has passed and nothing. A feeling of uneasiness started to take over me and thoughts , dark ones, of Maya getting hurt on the road started to play in my mind. I couldn't help but worry and even my mum started to question about Maya's whereabouts.

"Maybe you should call her." my mum proposed 

"What if she grew bored of me? I mean she has every right to forget about me...It is not like I matter to her." I replied in a sad tone and it hurt me to know that the only friend that I had here has already gave up on me.

"You matter to her way more than you know..." My mother hushed and I was about to ask her what did she mean by that but my thoughts were interrupted by the sound of a ringing bell. Relief and happiness seemed to find away to my heart as I ignored my mum's yells for me to slow down and continued to run to the door. 

I wasn't ready to see what was in front of my closed door and as soon as I opened it all air got knocked out of my lungs. There she stood dressed in this form hugging golden dress. It left all her neck and shoulders uncovered and her creamy skin was offered for any viewer to see. Her long legs were also uncovered the dress reached an inch above her knees. The scene in front of me seemed to have some sort of power on me and I felt things happening to my body that usually didn't happen this fast. 

"Where were you?" that's all I manged to say and I knew that my hoarse voice unveiled all the passion and lust that I was feeling.  

"Hello to you too." Maya answered as she shifted her weight from leg to leg and clearly seemed to be anxious and I knew exactly why...Because I was lusting after her while I shouldn't be. I knew that my intense gaze was nearly setting her dress on fire but I didn't care for now I really liked what I was seeing.

"Where were you?" I repeated in the same way and I did for some reason want to know where she was.

"On a date." she answered in an anxious tone and that's when I felt this hurtful pang in my heart and for a reason I felt broken and cheated on...What the hell is going on with me?

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