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"different inflection, when you say my name kiss me but your kiss dont taste the same."

"stop!" i shouted angrily at him as he pleaded for me to forgive him.

"im not going to forgive you!" i yelled. As much as it pained me to say it, we werent right for eachother.

"morgan you don't know what you're saying. i love you." wes begged. "no you didn't. you just dont want to be alone." i spit back.

this arguing has been going on for days, he kissed another girl at a party, and said it was a mistake. of course it was. its always a mistake when you get caught. You never mean to do it when you get caught.

"please. let me make this right between us." wes cried. his eyes were red, and he had tear stained cheeks.

i wanted to cave right there, but there was no way i was going to let him in this easy.

"wes, nobody's gonna love you like i do, but you cheated. what do you want me to say to this? do you want me just to say it's okay? Is that what you expect? me to just give into you saying sorry? please, you can take that apology and go say it to chelsea too." i yell frustrated. he thinks this is just something you can say sorry to.

wes took a few deep breaths quickly, mumbled something, balled his fists, and turned and punched the wall.

"why cant you listen?! i dont love chelsea, i love you. she's not the one i want, you are. and im not letting you go without a fight. i love you too much. whatever i need to do to prove myself ill do. please just dont do this." he tried to reason with me but to no avail.

so tempted to give in, i shake my head for the last time. "no wes, maybe if its meant to be, it will happen in the future. but for now, not happening. im sorry, but kissing another girl at a party, and dancing with her and being all over her, im not looking over right now wes. i just cant. respect that." i say lowering my voice because arguing will get me nowhere at this point with him.

tears stream down his face. "morgan! please im begging you! i cant live without knowing that you're mine. chelsea was a complete mistake." he begged.

"wes, you know this is hard for me too. i love you, so much but i just need time." i reason with him.

he opens his mouth to speak again, but shuts it realizing he has nothing to say anymore. "well, alright." he says sniffling and wiping away some of the tears.

"okay. can i-uh. can i just have one last kiss? i dont know when the next time ill be able to kiss you will be." he says nervously.

i nod reluctantly. walking to him, i place my hands on either sides of his cheeks, and kiss him. he places his hands around my waist, and pulls me in closer.

i pull away from the kiss, and wes wraps his arms tightly around my shoulders because of the height advantage he has on me.

he kisses my forehead. "im gonna miss you."

turning out of the hug, i walk toward the door. "goodbye, morgan." he says, a crack in his voice evident noting that he was about to cry again. "hey. its not a goodbye, its a see you later." i slightly smile and shut the door behind me and start walking to my car.

something about his kiss didn't taste the same.

a/n- hey guys. so im gonna try and get back into writing. if you dont know my situation, go read my update titled "important" in my book of rants. thank you for all of the support ive been getting. mainly at my three very best friends ive made on here.

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you all mean the world to me. i love you.