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Chapter 20 ~ Restart

this is the enddddd. if u really want it, i can write a sequel. just say the word, "hrebcfk" in the chat. jk, just say so. i read every message. :D. anyways, enjoy!

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Shyne's pov

I was lying on my bed, looking at the ceiling.

It was about midnight, yet I couldn't sleep.

I had to tell Will how I felt.

Now.

I ran down the stairs, only to find Will, sitting at the counter with a cup of hot cocoa.

"I was expecting you..." He said ominiously.

"Gah! Will, what the duck...Were you really?"

"Yeah, no...I couldn't sleep."

"Same...I need to tell you my side of this crazy ride of emotions..."

"Ok, shoot." He looked at me.

I walked into the kitchen, heating up some water for my own cup of cocoa.

"Well, I always had this sort of "crush" on you. Like when you "crush" on your favorite celebrity. You don't expect to actually have a chance with them, but for you, it happened to be different."

"I wanted to move on when I saw you with Rayne, but when you confronted me after, I couldn't get you out of my mind."

"I told myself that I needed to move on, and Grape was there for me. I never had a real relationship with him, but I almost did. And I thought I was happy with him, but the day I saw him with someone else, I realized I never had much of a spark with him."

"If we had more time there could have been more, but it just never happened. He never asked me out, I never asked him, we just hung out like normal friends."

"I saw when you broke up with Rayne, and I didn't want to ruin my friendship with Rayne by getting with you, so I avoided you."

"I knew I wouldn't be able to convince myself I still didn't like you when I saw you. But there was something else. When I was with Grape, I didn't notice the pain of heartbreak as much. I didn't notice it at all."

"But now, I realize that I did have a spark with him, not as bright as the one I had with you, but it was there. And it was pretty strong."

"But now, I don't know. You're both such amazing guys, but right now, things are just really complicated. I just don't want to be with either of you at this time. I need time to figure out myself."

"I need to find myself, before I can even start looking for someone else. I know that I'll always love both you and Grape though. Even if it's only love for you as a friend."

"Maybe someday, I will love one of you more than that. Or I could find someone else. I just need you to know, I will always both of you."

I finished, wiping tears from my eyes.

To my surprise, Will hugged me.

"I understand." He said, and that was all that needed to be said.

We both went to sleep after that, and I slept well.

In the morning, I found out that Will had told Grape what I had said. About how I loved both of them, and that I didn't want to date anyone at the time.

After breakfast, we all headed to the airport. At the airport, we all headed to our seperate planes.

Right before I left to go to my plane, I felt someone grab my hand.

Will.

"Wait, Shyne. I need to ask you something." He said, with hopeful eyes.

"Ok, anything for you." I responded.

He turned serious.

"C-can we start over?" He asked.

I looked at him, and smiled. I thought to myself, I guess life is a game. You make friends, problems happen, but if things completely fail, you can restart.

"Hi, My name is Shyne, and I'm a huge fan."

"Hey, my name is Will, but you probably aready know that if you're a huge fan. But you seem cool. I'd love to meet you again sometime."

"Well, that might be sooner than you think."

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ahhh! thats the last chapter. no epilogue for this story. i love how this last chapter turned out tho. i know you're all screaming at me, but i really love this ending. so you want a sequel??? just say so, if you do. if i do end up doing a sequel, i will say the name of it in this book. well, im sorry to end this book, but its gone beyond my expectations. bai my friends, i love you all!~shyningstarrr