Dark and Deep

Everything is dark and gloomy not because of the incessant rain from the sky..not because of the clouds which are obstructing the illuminating source..

Everything that hits me and penetrate gets feeble and faded..couldn't reach the core of my soul..

Not that gleaming sun could make his path into me..When myself can give shelter to thousands of creatures..I'm not one among them who allow rays of hope to console my soul..

I'm always this dark,deep and lonely..I have witnessed many little things that took their first breaths and I have witnessed many little things that have spent their last few breaths..

I myself couldn't help with the mysterious rise and fall..how hard I try to calm down and keep myself unaffected..

I believe that I'm capable of changing something and one day I will be the one I have dreamt of everything...