What The Body Wants

A Brothers Love

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Chp 36

I finished packing my clothes and shoes when Alex walked into the room, he sat down on the bed and rubbed his hands down his face in frustration.

“Alex, are you ok big brother?”

“I am now, but still want to kick that dude’s ass.  When I first met him I thought he would be good for you.  Everytime I saw you two together it was like a picture of love and when he asked you to marry him, I was ok with it.”

He stood up and walked over to the closet.  He turned me around and pulled me into a tight hug, and that just started the flood gates to open up.

“Nikki, you and Ebony are my sisters and I love you both so much.  I am suppose to be your protector until you find the one man that would love and protect you with his life.  Kevin has taken that trust and betrayed you with his assistant.  When I heard what he had done I saw red.  I wanted to kill him Nikki”

“I know Alex and I am so blessed to have such an amazing brother. I love that you still want to protect me after all these years like you did when we were growing up.  I just don’t want you to hate Kevin because I too had an affair with someone while we were together.”

“There is no excuse for me stepping out on him, but I was so tired of being put aside for his job constantly.  I guess I was lonely and tired of sitting around waiting to see if Kevin was going to call or come by. Then there were times I didn’t hear from him for a day or two.

“With Shaun I had so much fun, we would go to the park, museums, out to dinner, clubbing and we were able to enjoy each other’s company.  He too has a hectic job he is a FBI agent and he still found time to see me or take me to dinner.”

“While we were away, I came clean and told him and I broke it off with Shaun, but now I am not so sure I did the right thing.  I guess I was being selfish and only thinking about myself.”

“Nikki, you have given that man every part of your heart and at the most important time in both of your lives he doesn’t have the balls to come to you and talk to you about his apprehensions concerning your future.  To stand up your fiance with the excuse of cold feet is a bunch of bullshit.”

“Nik he doesn’t deserve you.  He has no idea how loving and caring you can be.  It just pisses me off.  If it weren’t for you and Mey I may be down at the police station.”

“Well I didn’t want to see you do something you would regret and I see how Mey looks at you and you her.  It would break her heart if you were to go to prison.  I notice you have been so happy these last few days I see the way you look at her and the time you have spent with Kaima she has had the time of her life.”

“It’s like I know I haven’t know them but a week, but I feel like I’ve known them for years.  I just don’t want to move too fast with her.  We have talked and she has told me about Kaima’s father, and she told me she hasn’t dated in three years so I know she is feeling me and I am sure as hell feeling her.”

“Nik, I want so bad to be there for her.  I want to spend as much time as I can with Mey and Kaima.  I mean it’s no secret that I have to leave to go back to Colorado, I just don’t want to leave without Mey.  Does that make any sense?”

“Yes big brother it makes a lot of sense.  Have you talked to Mey about how you feel?  Nope…like I said I don’t want to make her feel like I’m moving to fast because I know she is scared especially because we haven’t known each other long.  I am going to take her out to dinner tonight and talk to her and see how she feels about us and we will decide then what to do about it.”

“I think that sounds like a great idea.  Just tell her exactly how you feel and don’t hold back anything from her and you both will make the right decision.”

Alex smiled at me and walked over giving me a big hug.  I couldn’t help but be happy for him.  I know this wasn’t the way I wanted to my weekend to, but I guess it was just not meant to be.

“Thank you sis, I know this weekend didn’t go like it should have, but you are a fighter and this is just God telling you he was not the man for you.  I don’t know who God has in mind for you, but whenever he comes, Nikki he is going to show you what true love is.”

“He won’t try to buy you with clothes, jewelry, or anything else to show you he loves you, he will tell you how much he loves you, giving you his time will tell you how much he loves you and most of all he will put you before his job, his friends, even his family. You will feel it in your heart and your soul will be happy.”

"Alex thank you for being my big brother.  I love you so much.”

“I love you too lil sister.”

We hugged each other again then he turned and walked out the room heading downstairs to find Mey and Kaima.  I think my brother is falling for my friend.

I think about them and I smile thinking what it will be like when I finally meet my soul mate.  Will he be all those things Kevin said he would be?  I hope so cause all I want is someone that will love me and that I will love just as much.