the S.A.D club

Abuse

I was young, to young to understand why you would yell and hit mom. You always treated me like a princess. I was convinced you would never hurt me. The hit you gave me all those years ago still sting. Dad? Where did you go? Why did you do this? I thought you loved me? All I did was cry and cry. Your yell loud and scary. "GO AWAY KID YOU WERE A MISTAKE!" Is all I heard you say. "I WISH YOU WERE DEAD!" "YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT!". You and mom fought a lot but I never knew you would fight with me. You're scary when you yell dad. Dad doesn't like it when mom tries to stop him. They fight. I watch at the top of the stairs while holding my sister. I cry "DADDY STOP DON'T HURT HER!". We moved. What happend? How did things go so bad? We travel in a car for days. My sister seemed to never stop crying. Why did you hurt me so much dad? Why did you tell me I was worthless? Now I always feel worthless.