Congenital insensitivity to pain→ryden ✓

im......sorry?

RYANS POV

I gasp a see Brendon with his sleeve rolled up,and fresh cuts on his arms,and little pecks dry blood on the carpet and his arm,I gasp in confusion and guilt,"BRENDON?!",I yell he nearly jumps of the bed,and is breathe a bit heavily "you.....you....you fucking locked me in this room all night......." Brendon says.I can't help but just stare and him and the cuts.WHY?! I WORRIED ABOUT YOU"Brendon yells "I just wanted to know you were ok" me,still in awe"......I can't be stuck in medium sized areas I'll freak out,I had a damn panic attack for god sakes ryan?!"he says while covering the scars with his shirt sleeves.

Now looking at his face.....his perfect face,his beautiful hair,his lips so plump so beautiful his pale, fragile skin.he's so "beautifully depressing" "I'm sorry,I thought you were gonna follow me to where I was going"

" i wasn't gonna"he says in a disappointed tone" .............um
   You owe me"he says," what the hell are you talking about"I reply with. "You owe me your kindness and your......life story"
"WHY THE HELL DO YOU WANT TO KNOW SO MUCH ABOUT ME FOR" I shout ".......cause i.....li......like you" I blush harder than I ever have.

He looks down nervously,and plays with his hands. I look around the room not to show him I!smiling........"im bisexual"Brendon says. I look at him gracefully,"I've liked you since I first saw you"
Bren says "if your wondering why I look at your eyes all the time is because, its like I can see darkness in them.....I like that..."he says in a sexy yet sly voice

I breathe in and say" I'm gay" he looks up at me with bright eyes
Cuter than any eyes I have ever seen,I think in my mind "is this that secret that I've been hideing all my life this is it" I go and motion to sit on his bed,"I like you to you know"

Once again he looks in my eyes and and my face and says "your so beautiful,I want to know who you are and ill tell you about my life" I gulp"you tell me first"I say......