I stepped outside into the cold Autum air. wow I should really wear a better coat. I don't like coats cause they make me look like a big fatass marshmellow . I think I'll stick to my thin white columbia jacket.
I walked down the street to the park at the school. this was my favourite park. I used to come her all the time...it was so special...when Zack and I dated I showed him this park. this was our place. not just mine anymore. mine And his... I first noticed the park when I was on my balcony...I noticed it was closed off with bushes and it looked all abandoned... so I went and cleared out a path so I could get to it.
I arrived at the park and seen zack on the swing ..he wasn't swinging...just sitting and moving ..letting the air take him wherever.
I sat in the swing next to him just roaming and letting the autum wind take me as also.
we were quiet for a minute or two.
finally I spoke up..
"hey.." he just kept looking down...he looked..guilty?
"eiluffyuoo" he mumbled
"what?"
"I said I love you Michaela." I was shocked. first his little punk ass cheats on me and now he loves me ? what the actual fuck.
I went from confused to pissed.
I stood up.
"You can't fucking expect me to haul ass down to our special place worried as fuck for you to tell a bunch of lies!"
I was screaming.
" Thats the thing Michaela... I'm not a lier...and you know that. God why can't you accept the concept that I FUCKING LOVE YOU..."
I've never heard him yell...I finally realised he was crying...holy shit I fucked up again...no suprise
"zack?....why?". I trembled as I sat back on the swing waiting for him to stop sobbing...finally he spoke up.
"why what?"
"why did you do this to me? why did you cheat on me? why do you love me and then hurt me?.."
he thought long and hard about those questions that jumbled out my mouth..
"I'm sorry ."
I thought again..why? why me? if there was a god then why was he doing this?
" why did you invite me here?"
"To ask for you back..."
