They say "You gotta be able to smile through the pain."
But what if the clouds above you are filled with rain?
"Keep your head up" is what they say
They don't even know the struggles you go through everyday.
Fake smiles and fake laughs.. I'm a pro at that,
Would you ever believe me when I say "I'm sad"?
I have to admit, a lot of things got me..
Sometimes I wonder how it would be just to dissappear.
To see who will notice when I'm not here.
I have a tattoo on my wrist, it's a music note
To remind me that music will be there when I feel cold.
You can say whatever you want to,
just know that you have no idea what I've ever been through.
YOU ARE READING
How I Feel
PoetryThis is one of the oldest poems I've ever written, when nobody seemed to understand me. I took a pen and paper and wrote down my feelings. Like Anne Frank once said "Paper has more patience than people."