Holding onto two (twenty one pilots fan fiction)

Chapter 17

"Harley? Harley!?" Tyler yelled as he ran across the room. My dad was stood over me panting. My vision was blurred but I could make out the figures stood around me. My dad, Jada, Zayne, Izzy, India... Tyler pushed through the small crowd and knelt above me.
"Harley?" He whispered his eyes moved frantically, looking all over my body, checking every inch of me for injury. I pushed myself up but Tyler lightly pushed me back down.
"You're going to hurt yourself." Tyler said.
"I'm fine." I assured him. My dad and Tyler helped me into the car and we drove home.

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I just ran. I didn't care where I ended up I just had to be far away. The world was spinning again but I kept going. I felt helpless against the cruelty of the world but I was resilient. I didn't know what else to do. I ended up running into a national park. I cut through the trees, down little off road paths and stopped by a lake. I fell to my knees and screamed at the sky.
"Help me!" I yelled. My chest was tight and I was dizzy from the lack of oxygen but I managed to stay up.
I sat cross legged by the bank until the sun went down. I got cold and started to make my way back. The only thing was I didn't know my way back.
After awhile I came out on a main road. Cars flew past me in the pitch black. I was freezing. I just kept walking. I found a convenience store and quickly went inside.
"You look cold." The man said behind the counter.
"Yep." I smiled.
"Do you need anything?"
"You don't suppose I could use your phone?" I asked hopefully.
"Of course Hun." The kind man pulled his mobile out of his pocket and handed it to me. I quickly dialled Louise's number and she instantly answered.
"Where the hell are you Lele!?" She yelled down the phone.
"Um I'm not sure." I replied suddenly realising I was still lost. I asked the man behind the counter where we were. I explained to Louise where I was and she came to pick me up. When she arrived I jumped into her car and buckled up.
"Harley, Tyler is worried sick he's been looking for you all day he's literally in the corner of Josh and I's living room rocking back and forth."
"I'm sorry Louise I don't know what happened, I felt suffocated I had to get out."
"It's two o'clock in the morning Harley you've been gone nearly 12 hours!"
"Don't yell at me Louise!" I felt myself start to cry.
"I'm sorry Lele but we all want to help you but you make it so hard."
"I don't know what's wrong with me. I thought I was okay." I sighed.

Louise pulled up outside her apartment complex.
"Tyler's upstairs."
We made our way upstairs and went in. I stood in the hallway trying to gather the courage to enter her living room. I finally walked in and Tyler was sat with his head in his hands trying to stay awake.
"Hi." I mumbled nervously. He shot up and looked at me angrily but his expression soon softened into sadness and he broke down. I ran over to him and hugged him tight; he wrapped his arms around me tightly and cried.
"I'm so sorry." I sobbed.
"It's okay." He cried.
I don't know what's happening to me but I want it to stop before it becomes dangerous.

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