My Cra Cra Life

This Is A Book For Girls...

I Don't Think You Guys Will Be Interested In It...

Chapter One

Homeschooling

So, this year was my first year of school. I have been homeschooled my whole life. I know what your thinking, "She was homeschooled! She didn't have any friends! She's stupid!" Well you know what, I was homeschool and I'm proud of it. Sure I was at home all day but I had a life. I played soccer, went to the gym with my mom everyday, and I did have friends. I had lots of friends! Maybe not as many friends as I do now since I'm going to school in all. But my friends that I had before school, care about me and they will always be there for me no matter what. I had an education too. My mom helped me understand. She doesn't explain it as well as the teachers at school but that's ok. She still took time to show me what to do. And I got the hang of it. I'm not the brightest kid in my family, or the world. But I'll try to make you happy the best I can. And when I was homeschooled I didn't hear people swear all day. Sometimes when I'm at school it's really hard to try not to swear. I want to be a better person that loves, cares, and helps people. Like my cousin, Darby. She's such a good example. She's the best cousin I could ever ask for. I love her so much. She's so sweet, caring, loving, funny, pretty, and she will always try her best to make you smile when your feeling down. I want to be like her. I want to be a good example like her.

Chapter Two

First Day Of School

The first day of school I was so nervous. I was afraid I wouldn't know anybody. Some of my friends from soccer were going to my school. But most of them that were my friends, were in six grade. And a couple of the girls that were seventh graders, switched school. So it was pretty scary the first day. Not like it was any more scary for anyone else. Anyways. The first day of school I tried to find the best outfit I had. Not that I have any cute clothes. Actually that's not true. I have lots of cute outfits. But I walked into Horizon Middle School trying to walk in with a smile on my face. It was terrifying. I felt like crying. I went to the class that my schedule told me to go to in first period. And I was in Mrs. Ritter's class for language arts. It was really scary because the only girl I knew there was Tanacia Rose Bewley. She was on my soccer team so that's how I knew her. But we weren't very good friends. Still I hung out with her because I didn't really want to be a loner. And that's how I met Kayla. Kayla and Tanacia are really nice and pretty. I wish I could be pretty like them. Everybody tells me I'm so pretty but really I'm not. You can go ahead and look at my profile picture. If you think I'm pretty just inbox me. But I doubt you will. Anyways. Everyone that was in Mrs. Ritter's class first and second period was actually in Mrs. Crafts class. That was really relieving because Mrs. Ritter looked really mean and Mrs. Craft looked really nice and she is. So anyway, The challenging part was finding a seat at lunch and trying to sit with somebody and not alone. I sat with my friends Cordelia, Jada and a couple other girls from soccer. Tanacia is in almost everyone of my classes and each time I walked through the door to my classroom I felt even more confident, brave and cool. And I survived my first day of school! The next day I made lots of friends, and then more the next day and tons the next day!

Chapter Three

Boys

On the first two to four days, boys are crazy for girls. This year in school, I have been asked out, six times. I have liked a couple boys. I won't say any names. I only have one crush. But seriously. Boys are crazy! They will do anything to impress a girl. And I mean it, anything! They are 50% of your drama in a girls life!

Chapter Four

Drama

I don't know about you. But I hate drama! I have had a lot of drama lately ! People have been calling me ugly, whore, slut, creep, stalker. I feel really hated honestly. I feel like I'm losing friends, I'm changing in a bad way. I feel horrible. I don't know what I did. People are just spreading rumors about me. They all need to shut they're mouths! What did I ever do to them.

They're even starting drama about my friends. Leave my friends alone!

Talk about me, I don't care. I'll let you hate me if you just leave my friends alone!

Chapter Five

Grades

It's December, 16, 2013

I'm having trouble with grades and it's kinda scary because I don't want my grades any lower then they are now. I'm trying to get my math grade from a D to a A. The last couple of days, I have been getting A's on my assignments. So I'm hoping it will go up pretty soon. And like I said, I'm not the smartest kid. But it's ok. You can

laugh I honestly don't care.

Chapter Six

Hate

Please stop the hating it's really annoying. I was being treated with hate and I was being bullied so I know how it feels. I see kids get bullied, like this one kid that has a few problems. Kids make fun of him. And sometimes I'll try to tell them to back off but other times they just don't listen and tell me to back off and then they swear and flip me off. It's really rude and annoying.

Chapter Seven

Christianity

I am also a Christian so I believe in God and how he died on the cross and saved us from sin. And how he rose again. You may not believe what I believe in. But you can never make me change my mind for another religion. I love Christ, my religion, life, family. And I realized that life isn't all about friends. It's about people that will be with you forever like your family or when your older and ready to get married your husband.

Chapter Eight

That's My Life Right Now

That's pretty much my life right now. Not going the best but I'll get through it. I have great friends, and the ones that still are my friends, care about me. The ones that ditched or ditch me aren't my true friends at all. I love my life and I know that it will get better if I just focus on my grades and nothing else. And if I stay out of trouble.

Thank You for Reading... I'll Try To Write More As Much As I Can. And Please Don't Hate On This Book. I Am Writing This Truly From The Heart And So When I'm Older And Forgot About All This Drama. I Can Remember What My Life Was Like As A Teenager And How It Got Harder And Harder Each Day. But The Challenges Kept Me Busy. And

I Will Always Know That I Am Way More Then What They Say I Am. And I Am Better Then Those Haters Out There.

Please Don't Hate... Stop The Hating...

Please...