An 18 year old girl living in Australia happily in love with her boyfriend josh when her parents decide to move to America and she has to leave everything behind but little does she know she's going to fall in love with the love of her life.
Dear Diary , Today's the day I have to pack up the rest of the things and move with my parents to America . I never thought the day would come that I would be moving out of Australia, like don't get me wrong I'm super excited but moving away from my friends & my boyfriend josh is gonna be hard. It's also my 18th birthday in 2 weeks & I'm going to have no friends to celebrate with. Oh & diary since this is the first time I am writing in you maybe I should tell you a bit about myself , my name is Cassandra but I only get called that when I'm in trouble so most people call me Cass or Cassie , I live with my mom and dad and I'm in senior year at school , I'm super scared to start a new school , I'm currently now single and have no friends so welcome to my life. Oops ive gotta go diary my boyfriend wait I mean ex boyfriend just arrived to say goodbye to me :(!
I ran down stairs as I here my mom yell out my name to tell me josh was outside waiting for me. Apart of me was so nervous I wanted to cry josh and I had been together for 6 months I honestly thought we were going to be together forever. I opened the door to see him standing there holding his arm not looking to happy he looked upset and broken I felt so bad that I have to leave but I can't do anything about it my parents would never let me stay.
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I run up to josh trying to be positive & happy while he still looks down at the ground. Cassie- " josh you know I don't want to leave but I don't want you to be in happy ". As I hold on to his hand. He looked up at me and held my body against his . Josh - " I know but I love you so much cassie I don't think I'll ever be able to meet someone like you I don't want to be with anyone else but you " as he said looking deep into my eyes as tears started falling from his face". I couldn't help it but cry and put my head into his shoulders and whisper to him " I love you too". He asked me to have one last kiss with him before he had to leave for work and my flight was in 3 hours so this would be the last time i would get to see him. He held me closer why placing his lower hand on my back while I rapped my arms around his neck.
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The kiss felt like forever with all the butterflies in my stomach he always knew how to make me smile I could kiss him forever and never stop. He pulled away looked me in the eyes and had a smile on his face it made me feel so warm and so loved as I looked back and smiled at him and seen a spark in his eye his continued to kiss me. After about 15 minutes well it felt like 15 minutes of long passionate kissing. I hear my dad yell out to me .
Dad-" Cassie you need to come and pack the rest of your things we need to leave soon ".
Josh pulled him self away gave me one last kiss on the cheek Josh - " goodbye cassie I love you have an amazing trip and an amazing new life.". Cassie- " bye josh I'll call you as soon as I land I promise " as josh unlocked his hands from mine and walked towards his car and drove off .
It felt like my heart sank like a part of me was missing watching him drive off knowing I won't be seeing him after he finished work. I run inside and do everything my parents want me to I had a spare 30 minutes to do nothing so I sat in my empty bedroom on the bare floor opened up my mac laptop and watched the cute couple video I made of josh and myself watching all of our memories laughing to myself wiping away the tears knowing I won't be having this anymore knowing his not mine anymore I continued to watch the entire video continuing to cry and laugh .
The video ended I couldn't help but sit there and cry to myself that I had to let him go. My mum walked in as I was crying and laughing at the video Mum- " it's time to leave baby girl our new life is about to begin and your dream of living in America is about to come true." Cassie- " okay mum " as I get up and shut my laptop. Mum dad and myself all walk out the doors of our old home that we have lived in for the past 5 years we all waved as we hopped in the über to drive us to the airport. After a 30 minute drive to the airport we arrive we walk through security and straight to our terminal as we board straight away I sit in my seat and think to my self goodbye Australia goodbye josh,
