On a Saturday afternoon is when it all started. There was a youth activity and a lot of my friends came except one. Julie being one of them got to hangout with for the first time in forever. So we hung out with brie and some of the younger girls. We laughed and played some pretty long and fun games. It was kinda quiet with out the other friend but oh well. We enjoined our trip and sadly had to go home. On our way home again we played games, jammed out to music and just had fun. When we were almost home Julie asked if I had seen the new episode of once upon a time yet. And I haven't because I just got back from Indianapolis. And so she asked if I wanted to watch it with her.
We got to Julie's house, ate some tacos, and tried to get The rocu to work. About 20 min later it finally kicked its butt in gear and began to do its job. Julie's iPod would go off every sec, and of course it's her, which she sadly couldn't go on the trip. She called Julie 47 times. Holy cow! But she really need to talk to Julie, but Julie didn't want to be rude to me so she told her to call later. Her cousin took it the wrong way, she was thinking Julie would rather watch a tv show than talk to her. So she overreacted and started being rude to. That night, is when it all went.
She became mad at Julie over nothing. Nothing, but envy. Julie just wanted to hangout with me because we barely do. And her cousin hangs out with her 24/7 is what it sounds like. So I guess to her I can't hangout with Julie. Than she brought me in it. BIG mistake. I guess I stole her BFF? And her crush? Hmmmm. And so she turns it from a little thing into this huge argument.
Later on as days pass, not talking or anything something starts to change. But what? A deep dark shadow falls over me. And just hating everything, my life, my family and even volleyball. I have sunk deeper and deeper to where I don't feel anything but sorrow and hate. To where people are afraid of what will or have become. Will I become a monster? Will I lose my way? The one that had the ability to pull me out of the darkness, is the one to save me. And wake me up to tell me that it was just a dream. But I look around and all that knew is now fake, bringing me back to reality. But what can I do, I'm lost and gone? And I sunk down, to where it's to late now.........
