For you

Hurt

Did you even have a clue,

that I would have needed you,

it that dark hour of my world,

where everything was breaking,

and you seemed the only sane thing.

Now when I feel like my lungs are choking me,

and the threats of my mind flood back,

I think of the betrayal,

and I disconnect,

from everything.

Still they fight,

and I struggle to live,

but I suppose it isn't real,

if you don't get the consent of a doctor.