Noralise Shots

All I want is You

It was her first Christmas without her. Well, ever since she cared about the holiday. She's stuck there in the Salvatore's mansion alone. She hadn't fed in days and she honestly doesn't care. It's her 30th bottle of wine for the night. She left mystic falls to get tons of them and came back to suffer more. Why is she doing this to herself? She doesn't know. She doesn't really know anything now. She doesn't really care. Nora's gone and she can't stop grieving about it. Trying to drown all those pain into the alcohol which really didn't do much shit. She swallowed the last drop of wine and threw the bottle outside the window hitting  a trespasser walking by. She could smell the blood and could really use one right now but again, she doesn't care. Because there's something else she's craving for. Someone. Who's probably enjoying her absence by now. She again swallowed the whole bottle throwing it outside hitting another trespasser.
"Are you kidding me!? Where do they all come from!?" She said in annoyance. "I DON'T WANT YOUR BLOOD!" she screamed.

"She hasn't fed in days! What is she doing with herself!?" Nora asked annoyingly as she compelled another trespasser to walk by the mansion.
Bonnie sighed. "Look. I don't know why I'm letting you lure trespassers into death but listen to me. I don't like her but I get her okay? We've been following her for days and it doesn't take a genius to know how much she's hurt right now. You know what she wants Nora. It's time to stop this stupid game of yours and get what YOU want." Nora shook her head. "She said I was a charity case!"
"You broke up with her! She's hurt! She's angry! You expect her to say something nice!?" Bonnie shot back. "Look Nora, you two may be dangerous together but seeing each of you suffer like this, you two are not ever meant to be apart." She added.
Nora didn't say anything. She just kept looking at the window where the bottles flew out. Bonnie's phone buzzed, she opened it and sighed. "I have to go. I'll leave you here, okay? And if you ever get back together with her and decide to celebrate it with massive murder, I'm gonna have to stop you. I may be your friend but I'm still on the good side." Nora nodded. "So you are planning to get back with her." Bonnie smirked. Nora sighed. "I don't know. All I know is that I can't stand another day without her in my arms." Bonnie smiled. "Go get your girl."
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Nora stood straight. She's still angry. Still felt betrayed. But Gooodness she missed her so! She needs her in her arms. She couldn't stop thinking of all those days they were together. How she loved those and how she missed those. She began to think how all those had stopped. How could Mary Lou choose julian's side and not hers? But she remembered their last fight. When she learned she has been followed. And how hurt her girlfriend sounded. How insecure she looked. And how betrayed she seemed to feel. She started to realize how it all happened. Bonnie was right. They were never meant to be apart. Nora was too blind to see her own girlfriend's pain because she was focused on her own. They were supposed to be together to feel one another. To heal each other. She also realized how she was slowly leaving Mary louise's side when she couldn't catch up. She realized how unfair she was. How she knew how impatient mary lou could get and how she failed to understand and only choose to be frustrated with her failure to cope with new things. She remembered how much love she knows mary lou has for her and how much love she herself have for the other girl but failed to show it recently. Nora realized how doubtful Mary Louise seemed when she asked her to marry her. Did she think I would say no? She felt her tears pouring out and ran towards the mansion. What was I thinking!?
She dragged the trespasser with her and stopped by the door when she saw Mary Lou, tear stained surrounded by wine bottles. Completely unaware of the other heratic in the room. She was finally drunk. Before she was able to put another bottle in her mouth, Nora grabbed it and threw it through the same window Mary Louise have been throwing them to. The blonde looked at her in shock. "Wh-what are you doing here?" Her voice cracked trying to swallow back the lump forming in her throat.
Nora ignored the question and shoved the guy's neck into her face. "Feed."
Mary Louise avoided her gaze and pushed the body back. "I'm not thirsty." Nora groaned. "Goodness Mary Lou, stop being so stubborn. You haven't fed in days!" Mary Louise was shocked and her heart swelled from hearing that. "Now you've been following me." She said, hope rising in her voice. Nora rolled her eyes. "I have been following someone but she certainly hasn't been acting like a heratic recently." Mary Lou rolled her eyes and continued to look away. "What do you want, Nora? I thought you were tired of fighting?" Nora continued to stare at her girlfriend's messed up yet still very beautiful face. She remembered their fight again and how defeated her girlfriend looked when she said 'it's over.' "No I'm not. I'm an idiot Mare. I could never be tired of fighting. I would never stop fighting for this. For us." She said as a tear dropped from her eye. Mary Lou looked up, with a tear on her face as well. "I'm so sorry Mare. I wanna take back all that I said in that bloody hospital. I could never be over you. I can't live without you." Nora sobbed and so did Mary Louise after hearing those words.
"I'm sorry I chose Julian. If I could take it back, I'd choose you. Every time. I love you, Nora. And I always will." Nora leaned her forehead against the other girl's. "I understand Mare. I'm so sorry I failed to understand you all this time... I love you." Both smiled through their sobs.
"I can't stand each passing second knowing you're not with me anymore." Mary Lou said. Nora cupped Mare's face and said, "You don't have to deal with that anymore. I will always be with you. I will never leave your side again, Mary Louise. You're stuck with me for eternity." Mary Louise smiled and Nora leaned closer to kiss her. Oh they both missed their kiss so much. They cried through the kiss and pulled slightly away for the lack of air. They noticed the body moving between them. They both chuckled. "I think you should punish this guy for ruining the moment." Nora smirked.
Mary Louise looked hesitant. Nora took her hand and get the other girl to face her. "Mare Please. You need to gain back your strength." Mary Louise smiled but looked away immediately. "I look like a mess right now." Nora saw it again. How insecure she got. Nora held her face and said. "In my eyes, you're perfect. You're the most beautiful girl in the world for me, Mare." Mare looked back at her and smiled again. "YOU'RE the most beautiful." She said as she raised her hand to meet Nora's face. They held each other's face and kissed again. Th guy moved again and this time, Mary Louise immediately dug her fangs into his neck and sucked the blood like she haven't fed in days. Well, she haven't. Nora smiled. "Do you want more?" She asked after her girlfriend threw the body out. "No. The thirst can wait." She wiped the blood on her mouth and pulled Nora onto her lap. "I want You."

Well, that's my noralise attempt. Thanks for reading this piece of shit. I wrote this because I've read ALL the noralise fanfictions in here, in archives, and in fanfiction.net. I couldn't find any fanfic in tumblr.
Does any of you guys know where I could find more fanfics of them? I can't get enough of them. I just discovered them like 4 days ago and now I'm obsessed. So,,, please be kind and share with me all the noralise goodness. Thanks guys.
NORALISE FOREVER!