Love undiscovered

Chapter 1

~~~Camila's pov~~~
I was so ready to leave this stupid school already. It was 3rd period and i still had a couple classes to go.
The only reason im kind of okay with being here right now is because my best friend lauren is in my class. She has always been there for me and she is very commited to school and getting good grades. I obviously care about my grades as well but i just havent been feeling like doing much this year.

Our junior year is the hardest one of the 4 high school years. It puts so much stress on us both enough but now tahts chools are watching us like hawks its impossible to calm down.

I just want my lolo bear to come and cuddle me and tell me not to worry and that ill be alright. Shes to busy with school though and its making me mad and want her even more.

I told lauren to come over my house today so that we could do our homework together and then we can watch a movie and eat a whole lot of junk food and play some games or soemthing. She said she would grab some clothes so we could have a sleepover and catch up.

Lately it seems lauren is less affectionate towards me and it makes me so sad and makes me so mad that she wont cuddle with me or give me those cute little forehead kisses that she always does.

I have had feelings for lauren since freshman when a boy tried to kiss me and i got scared and told himi didnt wanna kiss him. i told lolo i thought i was bad at kissing and that i didnt think the boy would have liked me. She said she would show me how to kiss so i would be prepared. She was my first kiss when i was 14 years old.

Lauren has always been the one to show me these kinds of things. Like when i was in middle school and i started to get an ass....lauren was the one to tell me all about puberty and how it worked. I love her and i just wish she would see how much i really do.

Tonight at our sleepover im gonna try somethinga nd she her reaction so i atleast know where i stand in this whole i love her but idk what the fuck she feels towards me thing.