Beautiful Mess | jb

Chapter 15.2 - Long night part 2

Okay, so there is a chapter before this, which was made private by Wattpad. It contains smut. I'm sorry for the mess. Apparently you have to follow me to read the chapter I posted the link to it under Chapter 14.

If you already read the chapter, I decided to split it up because of this mess. Sorry for all this. I'm still new to Wattpad.

"You okay, baby girl?" Justin asked me as he pulled my chin up again to read my face. I simply nodded and smiled in return before resting my head back on his chest.

"Good." He mumbled against my head before squeezing me and placing a firm kiss on my forehead. A comfortable silence spread around us as I tried to wrap my head around what just happened.

"I really wanna smoke right now." Justin interrupted the silence after a while. I smirked at him as he got up.

"You joining me or staying in bed?" He asked smirking back at me as he got dressed. I admired his amazingly beautiful torso again. Gosh, how was it even possible for him to be so beautiful?

"I'll be right there." I answered sitting up slowly still flustered. "Just a minute." I added as my eyes wandered around the room in search of something to pull over quickly. I found my underpants and put on some leggings. I took off my tank top that still hid my belly and pulled over a t-shirt too lazy to wear a bra. I found my cigarettes in my handbag next to my side of the bed. Jacket, Marie! It's freezing. Lazy me didn't want to walk back to the living room so I just pulled over one of Justin's merch sweaters. That's what the girl does after sex, right? Oh god, it smelled like him.

I grabbed my cigarettes and went outside noticing I was a little sore. Justin was leaning over the fence taking in the view and the busy London night. I lit my cigarette and joined him admiring all the lights. Fuck! It's freezing cold. Dammit! I shivered a little.

Justin put an arm around my waist side hugging me. "Nice." He commented on my attire with a smirk.

"It's freezing and I grabbed the first thing I found." I commented on my outfit. He smiled at me placing a sweet kiss on my forehead. "I like it. You can keep it if you want."

I looked down to find out what it was printed on the sweater. It was one of the simple black ones that had 'purpose' and 'world tour' written on the sleeves and 'staff' on the front. In the bag it had the purpose tour logo and 'London' written underneath it. I remembered him wearing that one before a show a couple of days ago. Thinking this could be a great souvenir to remember my amazing time in London I smiled up at Justin. "Thank you. I'd like that." He smiled back at me before we both inhaled once more.

After Justin finished with his cigarette he hugged me from behind resting his head on my shoulder to warm me while I finished mine. We watched the skyline some more, occasionally pointing at buildings and lights until we were both freezing and decided to go back inside.

"Gosh, it's fucking freezing." I said storing my cigarettes back into my handbag. Justin stopped me on my way to the bathroom to pull me in for a hug and rub my arms in an attempt to warm me up. I rewarded him with a kiss on his cheek.

"I'll be right back." I told him and went off to remove my makeup and check myself out in the mirror. For a minute I just stared at my reflection. Pinch me! Did this really just happen? I just gave Justin Bieber a blow job and apparently did alright considering he came and all, really? Did I have an orgasm caused by this man? Fuck me! Is this really my life right now? Holy crap! If someone had told me two months ago I'd be standing here right now having these thoughts I would either have laughed really hard or declared that person mental - maybe both. A chuckle escaped my lips thinking that and a huge smile formed on my face as I felt extremely proud to have let all this happen. Finally, I opened up and let myself be touched by a guy. I took a chance and Justin was so worth it! He handled all this so well.. the way he treated me, was gentle, guided me, put me first and all. I am so incredibly blessed to be able to be here and have these experiences right now. Thank heavens!