Hey, this is my first story .hope you like them and please don't copy anything .
Sorry for the mistake, I wrote it on my iPod and I don't have time to check them .
"No no no no this is not happening , no this can't be happening , please tell me this is not happening?" I shouted at the nurse that was standing in the middle of the hospital hallway and by now I was sobbing and I can't hold back my tear from flowing out.
"I'm sorry miss, but you have to wait outside" she replied while pushing me outside of the room and then she ran into the room again to help the doctor.
Word cannot describe how useless I felt, how broken and hurt I am and how scared I felt to know that from this point in my life I could loss someone that I really need , someone that I love , someone that I cared about and the only person that can make me feel loved again when I'm with her
"Mommy ?" I chocked out the word and they came out as a whisper, I lean my head toward the glass door and started to break down, I ended up kneeing on the floor, burying my face in between my knees and started to cry again, my breathing are getting heavier because of the sobbing and my eyes hurt from the crying and I felt dizzy
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"Grey?, grey wake up" I heard someone calls my name and I straight away snap out off the nightmare and sit up straight
"Calm down ,grey, you were having a nightmare" Sarah said as she sit on my bed
I was sweating , and crying in my dream, my eyes were puffy . In my opinion this wasn't a dream this is kind of like a a flash back from my awful memory that actually really happened in my life, yep my mother just pass away exactly 4month ago
" It's the same dream again isn't it?" Sarah ask after a couple of minute of silent between us
I nod and gather my long wavy brunette hair and tight it up in pony tail
"I just don't get it sar, why is this nightmare keep reappearing in my dream, I've tried so hard to forget about it but it just keep reminding me of the inciden-"I started to cry again
"Oww come here love" she said as she wrap her arm around me to hug me. It really felt good to have someone who understood you.
"Its just th-a-"
"shh, its okay grey, everything going to be alright "she tried to comfort me
I'm glad that i had a friend like Sarah, she understood me well , we have been friends since we were 7 and she was like my older sister that i never had because i was the only child . even thought she have straight blond hair that length just above her shoulder and a deep blue eye which is totally opposite of mine but I'm still going to call her my sister .
My mom and her mom were also best friend so basically her mom was my mom too and my mom was hers , now after graduating from high school we decide to move to our own flat which is in London , Sarah's parents move to new york after they got a better job offer and we stayed here.
I haven't meet my dad since birth, I don't know him and I don't want to know him because I don't need him , before mom died , she told me every thing I needed to know about life it's like she was preparing me for a battle or something , she also told me about my dad and relative that i didn't know exist maybe because she think i need help when shes gone .she also said that my dad love me and he didn't meant to bailed on us, he just wasn't ready to be a father back then . But i don't believe her, because if he love me , he would be back for my mom and for me and we would be a family.
she also made me promise a couple of thing ,the first thing she asked me to do was to find someone special, someone that love me for who i am, someone who can take a good care of me and most importantly is someone that i love.
I really don't know why I made this promise with my mom because really I don't believe in love, love never treat me right, everyone that I love seems to Go away eventually so why try so hard to find love when you know that someday you're going to lost them .
"I know what going to make you feel better"she said as we pull away from our hug while wiggling her eyebrows
"Ice creammmmm" she scream
"Seriously Sarah, ice cream at 5 in the morning?" I said sarcastically
"Well yeah who didn't like ice cream at 5, I'm sure that there must be a shop open at this time of the day" she said while standing up and walk toward the door.
"C'mon now, get ready, I will wait for you downstairs"she said
"Nooo, I don't want to wake up, I need my beauty sleep" I said while pulling my duvet and crash back into my fluffy pillow
"Grey, you know you can't resist ice cream, i heard they got your favoriteeee "she said
"Peanutbutterandchocolate "I said in one word as I sat up straight from the bed
"Yep" she said popping the 'p'
"I hate you" I said as I stand up from the bed to get ready, she was right about one thing though, I really can't resist ice cream even at 5 in the morning
"You know you love me " she said as she walk into the hallway and disappear from my sight
I walk to the window and it was still dark but the sky have colour of blue and red and a little bit of orange mix together. it was beautiful
I walk to the bathroom and brush my teeth and have a quick shower then I decide to wear a skinny black jeans with a long sleeves dark blue shirt , I comb my hair and tight it up in a pony tail , if you look at it , it's not really that long , my hair is just a bit long pass my shoulder and I intend to keep it that long because It keep me warm in the cold weather plus I think if I cut my hair I would look like a boy . Then I apply a little bit of makeup , the basic thing like lipgloss, eyeliner and that's all. I slip into my comfy flat shoe and then walk downstairs to find Sarah fallen asleep on the couch.
"And you thought I was the lazy one"I said loudly and that made her startle
"What?, I'm just relaxing my eye while
thinking about something that is really important " she said while waking to the kitchen to grab her purse.
"So basically you were sleeping and having a dream"I said sarcastically
"We'll, you can say that to" she said and open the door
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"Just admitted it that we are lost"I whined
"No , we just didn't find the right road to theeee, okay fine we are lost" she finally admitted its weird to heard that from her because
Sarah is the kind if a girl that is competitive she likes to fight back and have strong opinion about everything , she is unique in her own style and care free, just look at what she was wearing right now , a plain black t-shirt that said I'm awesome in the middle and her pink strawberry pjs pants and her black denim jacket
"So can we go home now" I stated. Actually I really feel cold right now, I regret not wearing my jacket right now and why the heck were we walking, it's not like Sarah didn't have her license and it's already 7am now and l think I prefer a warm waffle and a hot cappuccino rather than a cold ice cream
"Or we could go in there and have our breakfast" Sarah said while pointing her finger toward the diner at the end of the road
"Did you read my mind?"I asked
"Honey, reading your mind is a basic thing I have other cooler superpower than that" she said proudly
"And what would that be
'the mighty Sarah '?"I asked sarcastically with my British accent
"This, last one there is a rotten eggg!!!" She scream and started to ran toward the diner
..............................................
When I walk into the diner , there is only a couple of people there, there is an old married couple at the end of the diner and a bunch of teenagers hanging out and workaholic people with their tie and suit. All this people look nothing like me but we do have something in common which is we came here to eat breakfast
"It's about time you came" Sarah said as I approach the table that she was sitting at.
"You cheated!!" I roll my toughe and sat on the chair in front of her
"No I didn't , you were too slow"she said . Well she was right, I don't like running, why do people run again? But I'm not going to admit that
"No, you cheated!"I said
" nuh uh"
" yes you did"
"No"
"Stop being so stubborn and admit it"
"No"
I love our best friend relationship , even thought we fight a lot and we have nothing in common but we understand each other and by fighting we get along just fine
"Hello I'm jessie , may I take your order"the waitress ask and our argument stop and we get along again
" can I have a waffle with ice cream on top of it and a hot cappuccino please" I said
"And I would have a pancake with honey and a toast , not forgetting the coffee please " Sarah said
"Is that all miss" we both nod and the waitress walk back into the kitchen
"Soo-" Sarah said but was cut of by my phone
I give her my one second look and she understood.
"Yellow?"
"Grey, it's me joe"
"Yeah dont worry i still remember you, so watsup?"
"Are you busy today?"
"Well not exactly , I was actually going to hunt for the ice cream shop, why?"
" Could you made time for me, I want to discuss to yo about your mothers will"
"What, you finally got it, how? "
"Yep, I've got it, turns out one of the nurses in the hospital saw her wrote the will so that made it official that the will is from her, so are you free today?"
"Yeah sure, where do you want to meet?"
"At the bank , maybe in your mothers office because In the will she said that there's another document in her office that is really important and she only want you to read it"
"Kk, see you after breakfast, I will call you when I get there "
"See you soon , bye"
Then I end the phone
" who was it" Sarah ask while shoving the pancake into her mouth, the food came when I was on the phone so she ate first
"It was joe"I replied as I take my hot glass of cappuccino and have a sip of it
"Your lawyer right" she ask for confirmation
"Yep" I said popping the p
"He finally got my mothers will, and we are going to discuss about it at my mothers office "
"I thought you hated going there"she said. Yep that was true I hate going to her office, because everyone like to be nice and sweet talk and I think some of them was just pretending to be nice to me just because I'm their bosses daughter
Yep you hear it right my mom own the building , she was the founder of the bank and she probably own most of the bank that you have been to.
"I know but joe said he needed to show me something important in my mothers office"I explained
"Soooo you are coming right?" I ask after a long silents
" no no no you're not dragging me to that building again, I'm not going , period!"she stated
"Preeetyyy please"I insert my puppy eye. It always work before because she can't resist my puppy eye face.
"C'mon, don't do that to me again" she whined
"For me" yep still doing it
"Alright, alright, I will do it but you owe me okay" strike I've done it again and she fall for it again
"Kk, and that's why I love you" I said with a big smile on my face
" I thought you only love me because I pay for the food " she said while pouring the honey in her pancake
" well and that too " I said and we start laughing
" I'm going to go get some sugar" I said as I stand up and ran toward the counter to ask the waitress for the sugar , when i got what i needed i turn around because my back were facing the entrance door and the table where people were sitting . Then suddenly I slam into something hard and it hurt my head and I felt down on the ground spilling all the sugar that I just got
"Oh my ,are you okay?, i didn't see you there." the guy said hurriedly with his concern voice while kneeing down to help me get up but I wasn't looking at him because I was to busy gathering the sugar that was on the floor .i know I'm weird but I can't help it but to feel guilty cause because of me the waitress have to clean the floor now. So I was doing her a big favor by gathering the sugar so it was easier for her to clean the floor later
"Are you hurt" the guy ask again. Shit I totally forgot about him
"No no , I'm fine, instead I should apologize for bumping into y-o-uuu"
I look up for the first time and saw those big concern blue orb, his brown hair and his smile but it end up with a frown.
Okay i cant be that ugly right ? and that cant be the reason why he stop smiling right?. C'mon grey don't waste your time with this guy. He is Louis Tomlinson for god sake he never in a million year will think that you are beautiful , don't be offended grey, maybe he just don't like girls with grey eye, maybe he stop smiling because well he was Louis Tomlinson he can do what ever he want , or maybe I was staring at him and that cause him to freakout .
I should look away now to avoid eye contact because I know he doesn't like me, well who can blame him nobody like me after all.i think to myself
I was about to look down but his hand quickly touch my chin to avoid it from looking down
" Your nose are bleeding" he said with concern then he pull me up and Harry grab a chair for me to sit on and Zayn was running into the kitchen asking for ices
"I'm fine , it's ju-s"I try to explained but was cut of my Louis
"No ...." He raised his eyebrows
"Grey" I stated
"We'll no grey, you are not okay, your nose are bleeding because you hit your head really hard and for some reason I feel responsible for it"he explained
" grey is that you" I heard those families voice again, it was Sarah, good now she's here and she can explained that I'm fine and it just a minor injury and I will be okay soon
" oh my god , what happened to you" she ask while pushing Louis aside then Louis handed me the tissue to keep the blood from flowing to my shirt
"Sarah, tell him that I'm fine " I whined
"Here , put it on your nose " zayn handed me the ice and he was panting maybe because he was running
"Oh my god , what if you suffer for internal bleeding, are you dizzy, is your head hurt, is there any bruis-" she started but was cut off and continue by louis
"Do you feel like trowing up, where did it hurt again, should we brought her to the hospital,you should have MRI"he said while holding the ice on my nose
"Wow,wow, slow down there buddy, it's just a nose bleed beside your body is not made out of concrete so it is not that hard" Harry intertwined
"Finally someone who gets me, thank you very much" I say while smiling at him
"Is that suppose to be a sarcasm Harry, I meant look at this baby, it is made out of a concrete " Louis said as he show his bicep off and everyone laugh at his action
"I'm Sarah by the way, and who are you guys again ?" She ask like a mother protecting her child
"Sarah, you know them ' I whisper into her ear so nobody cant heard us
" I know I just want them to introduce them self to us "she whisper in between giggling
.I look toward Louis and he has a smirk on his face, I think he heard us
"Oh where is our manners, I'm zayn, zayn Malik , this is Harry,
"hey"Harry wave his hands and show his dimple
"Niall "Zayn continue
"yellow"Niall just Being Niall
"and last but not leas-" he said but was cut by Louis
"I'm Louis Tomlinson, m'lady"he said and kiss Sarah hands like a gentlemen
"Such a gentlemen Louis,"Sarah said and look at me
"I approved" she stated with a girly squeal
"Hey !!! who are you , my personal bodyguard ?" I ask sarcastically and the boys laugh especially Louis , I can heard his laugh clearly because he was standing beside me ,he have the cutest laugh ever.
"You know, didn't you?" I whisper into his ear when everyone is busy arguing about which one is better pancake or waffle . Surprisingly I had to go with waffle and Harry agree with me but Sarah has strong opinion about her pancake
"Know what exactly"he ask while holding the ice bag
"About us knowing you guys" I said while raising my left eyebrow because I know he know
"Yep" he said popping the p like 5 years old does
He look so cute when he do that
Hey what am I saying he is Louis Tomlinson for god sake , I don't want to be like some crazy fan
" So why did you say anything"I ask
"Because I don't feel like it"he stated . is that it , wow I was aspecting him to said like "because I want revenge later or like because I like To see Sarah's face when you guys know or something ' but he just said because I don't feel like it
the silence envelope us, I was still siting in the chair while Louis help me hold the ice bag on my nose because my arm get tired and Harry and Sarah still arguing on their opinion . Niall and Zayn were sitting opposite of my chair watching and munching the chip like they were watching a movie . okay , this is awkward never in a million year have I thought I would be siting in an unknown restaurant that I think have the best capuccino ever and meeting the boys that every girl would die for to be in my place right now. we are so lucky but never in a billion year have i thought that I would be sitting here with a nose bleed , uhhhh this is Sooo embarrassing . but what really got my attention was how sweet the boys are and I still can't believe that I used to hate them .
" I think I'm fine now, I push the ice that he was holding to see if the blood has dried or not
"Thanks again Louis for everything "I said
"It was nothing, I should apologize for making your nose bleed" he said while putting the melted bag of ice on the table and hand me the tissue so I could whip the melting ice that was on my nose .
"It's okay" I said and give him my wides smile ever . wow I feel like a five years old again
" So where is Liam, I heard he's the concern one and that's why people are calling him daddy directioner right?" Sarah ask out off the blue.
"Hey, so you do know us!!,you pretty little liar" Harry said while punching her on her arm
"Heh heh" that's all Sarah can come up with
I stood up from the chair that I was sitting on and start to head toward our table, god I'm so hungry right now, my tummy are making weird sound out of it and what i really need right now is my waffle and my ice cream, hmmm yummy
" Where are you going?' Niall ask
"I'm a girl, I need to eat, dUhhh" i said and start to walk again
" Don't mind her, she's cranky when she's hungry" Sarah explain. aww she know me so well.
" I thought girls don't eat?" Louis said and that made me turn around and face him
"What thats suppose to mean!" sarah and i said in unison . yep girl power here
Louis hide behind Harry and was hoping that we didn't see him
" Wow Louis I can't help you mate" Harry said as he step aside reviling Louis
" I meant thats what girl do right, like in the movie, they don't eat because they were to concern about their body and their skin and this and that, well you get my point" he explain
" You do realized that you watch a lot of movie right ?" Sarah ask
"Kinda , but what's your point?" he ask
"Well, movie aren't real mate, so please realized that before anything else happens"harry explained. and I thought he don't want to get involved
"Oh my, are you saying that Barney isn't real?" he said with his serious face, is he always like this trying to crack a joke or did he really didn't know that movie is just made up, okay I'm confuse
"No worry grey, he is just being lLouis he know movie aren't real" Niall whisper into my ears. what ?, how did he know what I was thinking am I to easy to read, or did I just say my thought out loud
"Can we eat now ?" I ask but before I got the answer I was half way to the table .I sat at my original place and saw my ice cream had already melted, but who cares I'm hungry, so I took the fork and slice the waffle and shoved it into my mouth . hmmm this tasted so good, why didn't I do this earlier
As I was about to take my second spoon of ice cream Sarah startle me
"Grey, we've got To go!! NOW" she look worried when she said that.
"What going on Sarah ?" I ask while standing up to observe the surrounding
" Come on quickly before they get here" she said while pulling my arm to the counter
"Who Sarah ?, when who gets here?" I am so lost right now, I don't see anybody else round here except for the boys, the married couple , the guy in the suit and the teenagers and not forgetting the worker here,
Then it hit me, did Sarah have a stalker that she didn't tell me about, oh my god are they going to chopped our head off and Then buried us in their backyard.
She didn't even answer me and paid for our meal, I didn't even get to finish my waffle.
Then someone tap my shoulder
"We are so sorry for what's happening" Harry said with his worried face
" What did you do?"I ask still oblivious
"C'mon now, they will be here any minute now" Sarah said and pull my arm and ran toward the door , hey isn't that Liam where did he come from, when did he got here .
As we run across the street suddenly I heard loud scream and there were girls every where and they were heading toward the diner
" Now you get it?" Sarah ask while letting go of my arms.
I just nod because I was speechless
how did they know about the boys being there, I felt sorry for them because they can't have' their breakfast in peace.
" Are you okay " I ask to check her condition because I know that she is a claustrophobic so she was afraid at being in small spaces.
"I'm fine, as long as we stay away from that" she replied while pointing her finger toward the screaming fan.
I still remember when she first discover that she have clausterohibic . It was in summer and we were 12 and the school were having a concert for fund raising so when people were dancing and the places got to crowded, she said she was having a hard time to breath, she said that she think that everyone in the room is going to squeesh her in to a pumpkins soup, I thought she was joking but then she collapses and it was really a day to remember because the concert had to be stopped because of her, the medic team came and give her oxygen and try to calm her down and when we got to the hospital everything was fine, she was as fit as a fiddle, and was running again and that's how We know that she had clausterohibic . but that day also scared the hell out of me, I thought she was going to die because she was having a hard time bbreathing it hard seeing someone you care about in pain
"I don't even had a chance to say goodbye" I said as we walk down the street.
"I thought you don't like one direction?" she raised her eyebrow
" Well that is when I didn't know them" I said
" So now you know them huh?' she ask sarcastically
" Oh shut up Sarah you know what I meant, and I was impressed that you didn't show your fangirl side to them"
"For a 100 time grey, I don't like them, I -I I jus-t like their music" she answer. yeah right, I know her to well .she's a directioner but don't want to admit it. I used to hate one direction, well not like hate hate but kinda annoying because they are every way and I though they were the kind of guys that have big ego because they were super famous but after the incidence today my perspective toward them change especially for Louis , he is such a sweet guy and funny , always have something to laugh about even in serious matter, yep that boy really is something else, he's unique in his own way.
"What ever floats your boat" I said
"You still owe me my waffle I added before she drag me across the street.
