That night I sat up in bed on my laptop texting Violet until she fell asleep. Not to brag but my flirt game was strong. She's sweet and very into me, well to the point I knew she was into me. Soon enough I was ready to make my first move. Since we both had morning classes i got to see her everyday and a few times a day. The next day I gathered up the guts and asked her to be mine. Unfortunately due to my parents us dating had to be stay quite. Naturally the whole school knew just in the few days we were together. Friday we scheduled a library date. Cheesy I know but from two nerds it was almost perfect. Its a bit ridiculous how awkward I truly am. Meeting her parents with my luck actually was amazing. She is so cute and amazing and then there's me... Lame and awkward. She was cool and everyone at school knew her and knew who she was. Though my entire school experience I've never had so many people come out to me, "Hey, are you with Violet?". Honestly she was my very first girlfriend. After the library we decided to go to her house. As we got there her mum was running late for something. For an hour or so her and I were home alone. We spent that alone time in her bedroom. She sat up from her wheelchair and hopped onto the bed as I sat next to her. We sat there and talking about this that and the other. During our alone time together I pulled her close kissing her deeply. Fair it was a bit strange kissing the same-sex bit not that I never done it before. She made me happy but honestly I felt uneven but I pushed my unwanted feelings aside for her. She was amazing and beautiful despise the fact she was handicapped. I didn't care. She's was amazing and that's all that mattered to me. My first girlfriend and I'm proud of her!
