I may not keep the promise of forever,
the promise of holding on,
the promise of staying with you ...
All i can keep,
are the memories we have shared,
in sadness and happiness,
through despair and hope,
every challenges we have encountered,
it cannot be replaced
by anything and anyone.
Days gone by,
i realized one thing in my life.
I miss your love,
your care,
your craziness,
your dramas,
I miss you
and i love you.
It never changed.
My love never fade,
only the presence of it.
I never loved someone, like i did to you.
You are my first in everything,
and hoping to be my last till the end.
Hoping you forgive me,
if i made a wrong decision.
Can I still go back to you?
Would you give me another chance?
Would you still love me?
These questions, i'm afraid of the answers.
I'm afraid, that maybe your love for me has already gone.
That maybe, you wouldn't care about me anymore.
That maybe, there's already someone who replaced me in your life.
But I have nothing to regret of,
for i made a decision that may changed everything.
These are the consequences of that decision.
I have to accept it.
Please, just tell me,
if you don't love me anymore.
Please, just tell if you don't want me anymore.
Please, just tell me if your feelings have already changed.
So that i know.
(A Poem by Mary Grace Aninang, written at 12midnight, 10/13/16. To be revised) FIRST POEM.
