Relapse (Namjoon x Jin)

1.Last Night

Enveloped in silence I could hear myself this silence is no longer distant to me.

6 months ago...
It's my 3rd year anniversary with Jin and what I did not know would be the last. I drove to his home. Opened the door and ran up stairs. "Sweetheart do you feel better now" "Namjoon ah you said you would be here 20 minutes ago I missed you" " I'm sorry but I brought you something" "It's an ALPACA" "you know I have work I didn't want you to feel lonely"

I saw the tears welling up in his eyes. They got easily red since he had been clearly crying since last night. He's adorable bed head was the only thing that distracted me from his pale skin. "Come on hop on my back I'll take you to the tub" "I'm heavy" "no you're not" "yes I am" "babe you're not" a blush crept up on his pale cheeks. We made our way to the tub I helped him strip, set him down, and turned on the water. He's lips pouted with that I knew he wanted to tell me something. "Jin what do you need" "you're gonna laugh at me" "I won't tell me" "Promise" "Promise" "can you get me the bubble shampoo" "of course I can where is it" "under the sink" I led my way and opened the cabinet. Bubble shampoo for kids 3 and up. "Here you go" "thank you" his hands shaking due to the bottles weight. Then it fell. We both had a blank expression. Then turned to each other his once smiling face was not there anymore. This was the trigger that made us realize that he wasn't okay. He had just relapsed and had cancer again. He cried all night and eventually told me to leave. I knew he didn't want to suffer through all the meds and chemo again. However I couldn't do anything rather then just be there for him I didn't know how it felt I didn't know how much pain it caused him. However I did know that he would get through this again or that's what I thought.