Chapter 2: the little moments
While I think I can't help but feel so in love with Tate. I got up and I went to him, but as I was half way there I froze. "What am I doing?" I thought to myself. "He raped your mom" it was true he did rape my mom but life is about forgive and forget right? This feels wrong. I walk the other way and then I feel a touch on my waist. Wait! I know this feel! I turn around and Tate is standing there. Should I say hi? Maybe not. As I was about to pull away Tate kisses me. Those soft familiar lips are hard to let go of, but I have to. I pull away and run inside and down to the attic. I hear Tate but this time he is not running he is simply walking as I here his foot reach the last step he says "Vi please come out! I didn't mean to hurt you I just miss you badly" once again I come out and walk towards him, this time all the way. As I approach him I explain to him "Tate I miss you and still love you but you raped my mom! Maybe we can be friends and start from there" after this i walked off. From then on for about 2 months we had our occasional awkward glares and small talks. Then After a while of being friends/best-friends he starts flirting. I go with it at first but now I wonder should I just date him or move on